rebel girl, you are the queen of my world
oh, i can't remember what the fuck i've been doing since my last entry
nothing important
i've managed to procrastinate quite marvellously on all that important stuff as usual
i've been totally wrecked for about a week straight now
i have ruined my mind
think about that
i've done a shit load of drawing
i'm glad i'm back in creative productive mode
i hate when i'm the kind of lazy that means i neglect everything going on around me
i'm happy lazy at this point
taking care of the things that feed me rather than cocooning myself away and living inside my head
the apathy is fading
tonight my random thoughts:
as always music astounds me
age....it's a baffling concept
how would my mind work if drugs weren't involved
am i really as special as i sometimes like to think? aren't i just as ignorant and idiotic as the people i condescend in my thoughts.....what the fuck makes me think i'm so superior?
i have the potential for so much. if only i weren't so petrified of failure....i feel like there's a big part of me all locked up
why do i have to be attracted to people so inconvenient.....and who doing anything with would fuck my life up in the long run
that girl.....she rocks my world
why do i have 6 socks that have lost their partners?
will i look back on myself now in a couple years with the disdain i have for myself 2 years ago?
i am so very very lucky, and no matter what shit is going on in my life i still am so amazingly grateful for the experiences i have had
negativity breeds nothing but more negativity
being in a bad mood is actually really draining
tonight i have driven a car from the passenger side
napped on a pool table
eaten fairy cakes
gotten lost
eaten a mini chocolate fudge cake with coconut mushrooms and silver candles for guam's birthday...i'm glad she's back from honduras, and she's driving me to birmingham on thursday yippee
lent mads clothes
saw duffy and his magical seduction power in action
that boy makes me laugh
been depressed and amused by people who cannot reason when they are inebriated....yes my brain is addled with various pollutants the majority of the time (and i know everyone thinks this) but i'm coherant always
i never get beyond the point of logical discussion
yes, i choose to err on the side of the ridiculous, but i can launch into persuasive argument at any given time
and i won't do it now
now is the time for smoke and sleep
oh my bed looks so cozy
i might watch the opposite of sex again
i tell ya, there's a lot of wisdom in that movie
tune in next time for another thrilling instalment from my life......
NG
NM
oh, i can't remember what the fuck i've been doing since my last entry
nothing important
i've managed to procrastinate quite marvellously on all that important stuff as usual
i've been totally wrecked for about a week straight now
i have ruined my mind
think about that
i've done a shit load of drawing
i'm glad i'm back in creative productive mode
i hate when i'm the kind of lazy that means i neglect everything going on around me
i'm happy lazy at this point
taking care of the things that feed me rather than cocooning myself away and living inside my head
the apathy is fading
tonight my random thoughts:
as always music astounds me
age....it's a baffling concept
how would my mind work if drugs weren't involved
am i really as special as i sometimes like to think? aren't i just as ignorant and idiotic as the people i condescend in my thoughts.....what the fuck makes me think i'm so superior?
i have the potential for so much. if only i weren't so petrified of failure....i feel like there's a big part of me all locked up
why do i have to be attracted to people so inconvenient.....and who doing anything with would fuck my life up in the long run
that girl.....she rocks my world
why do i have 6 socks that have lost their partners?
will i look back on myself now in a couple years with the disdain i have for myself 2 years ago?
i am so very very lucky, and no matter what shit is going on in my life i still am so amazingly grateful for the experiences i have had
negativity breeds nothing but more negativity
being in a bad mood is actually really draining
tonight i have driven a car from the passenger side
napped on a pool table
eaten fairy cakes
gotten lost
eaten a mini chocolate fudge cake with coconut mushrooms and silver candles for guam's birthday...i'm glad she's back from honduras, and she's driving me to birmingham on thursday yippee
lent mads clothes
saw duffy and his magical seduction power in action
that boy makes me laugh
been depressed and amused by people who cannot reason when they are inebriated....yes my brain is addled with various pollutants the majority of the time (and i know everyone thinks this) but i'm coherant always
i never get beyond the point of logical discussion
yes, i choose to err on the side of the ridiculous, but i can launch into persuasive argument at any given time
and i won't do it now
now is the time for smoke and sleep
oh my bed looks so cozy
i might watch the opposite of sex again
i tell ya, there's a lot of wisdom in that movie
tune in next time for another thrilling instalment from my life......
NG
NM
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fading:
I think I have seen you on the street before... *Not a pick up line* No I was in the UK about six weeks ago, and I swear I crossed your path.
misterjesus:
I am playing a camping trip shortly infact (helped also that I have a Land Rover and a huge tent) it's just the whole being outdoors getting all snuggly and warm in a great big sleepy bag, smoke too much, drink too much. etc etc..