feelin somewhat better today
head still pounds
throat still tight and gooey
but my eyes don't hurt so much
updates on my life:
1 my nipples are doing very well, no puss, a little sore but enjoying themselves with their new toys
2 sr getting in touch occasionally is a bit more frustrating than not ever hearing from him...i want him and i just can't help that.
3 having been sitting in bed for the past 48 hours i think my friends have forgotten about me.
4 i should be going to work at 8, but i called in sick. shame coz there's a good band playin tonight. i know that if i go tonight though i'll set my recovery back another day or two and that would suck
5 my mother is really pissing me off
6 i will get bedsores if i don't get off my arse soon
7 got a whole bunch of crap to fill in and send to university, which has reminded me i might actually have to use my brain come september 22nd..... worrying really
8 i feel useless, i have done absolutely nothing productive since coming home on monday. and it is all the fault of SG
9 i have changed my opinion on whether you can masturbate too much
10 i feel my intellect has diminished alarmingly since i was about 14, in fact my 14 year old self would probably think i was an ignorant fool.
11 i worry that i am more concerned about impressing my 14 year old self than probably anyone who is real
12 i'm getting really tired of being single
13 i can't wait to move, even though i know no one where i'm going.....i need some adventure, it's been too damn long. i need to be busy, my mind is too dangerous when i'm bored
right now i want to
dance and scream and run about
fight the apathy
NG
NM
head still pounds
throat still tight and gooey
but my eyes don't hurt so much
updates on my life:
1 my nipples are doing very well, no puss, a little sore but enjoying themselves with their new toys
2 sr getting in touch occasionally is a bit more frustrating than not ever hearing from him...i want him and i just can't help that.
3 having been sitting in bed for the past 48 hours i think my friends have forgotten about me.
4 i should be going to work at 8, but i called in sick. shame coz there's a good band playin tonight. i know that if i go tonight though i'll set my recovery back another day or two and that would suck
5 my mother is really pissing me off
6 i will get bedsores if i don't get off my arse soon
7 got a whole bunch of crap to fill in and send to university, which has reminded me i might actually have to use my brain come september 22nd..... worrying really
8 i feel useless, i have done absolutely nothing productive since coming home on monday. and it is all the fault of SG
9 i have changed my opinion on whether you can masturbate too much
10 i feel my intellect has diminished alarmingly since i was about 14, in fact my 14 year old self would probably think i was an ignorant fool.
11 i worry that i am more concerned about impressing my 14 year old self than probably anyone who is real
12 i'm getting really tired of being single
13 i can't wait to move, even though i know no one where i'm going.....i need some adventure, it's been too damn long. i need to be busy, my mind is too dangerous when i'm bored
right now i want to
dance and scream and run about
fight the apathy
NG
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You've changed it haven't ya? Yes you have, admit it!
Sheeesh, aren't i the jerk
Anyway, more trivia coming soon..........