nogodsnomanagers

Sick of feeling sorry for myself.....
So at work tonight i felt so bleuh. I felt like i was going to cry a lot of the time.
I can't explain myself to him....and i need him in my life but not only half way...it's all such a mystery and i can't hack it now. I've had my 6 month single stint and now i want someone who....someone who....UNDERSTANDS ME, HAHAHAHAAAAAA. How re-cock-ulous...oh Mitchell thankyou for teaching me that word.
Well, piercing mission didn't work out....i slept too friggin late, how lazy am i? Maybe if i stop looking at the SGs right now and sleep i'll be up for it tomorrow....but they're so lush.
When i move to Manchester i will get me a job that allows me to have a vaguely coherent schedule....yes, that's the plan. No more bars or dungeons or houses of ill repute for me.
Tomorrow i'm going to:
1 get up before noon
2 eat actual food
3 pay credit card bill yuk
4 talk to Bendy
5 meet someone amazing.....
7 sort shit out with SR before he goes on tour
8 do a jig

Yessum, that be all.

Till next time! EXCELSIOR!!! xx NGNM