laughter is the best medicine
ever
ever
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moggy and i started drinking at noon yesterday
it was a looooong afternoon of being a little too fucked
but i feel good still
apart from having a bit of a "poor little me" last night, but that was all the booze talking because i wasn't feeling it for legitimate reasons it was an "i'm so ugly and no one will ever love me" thing...
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it was a looooong afternoon of being a little too fucked
but i feel good still
apart from having a bit of a "poor little me" last night, but that was all the booze talking because i wasn't feeling it for legitimate reasons it was an "i'm so ugly and no one will ever love me" thing...
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misterjesus:
Try kicking them in the dix
aanya:
I know exactly how you feel my dear! I am invincible more often than not, and though most of the times I couldnt care less...there are times that it would be nice to have someone say your pretty.
And why is it that if you look a little different people think you do it to get attention or to piss them off? THIS IS ME...FUCKING DEAL WITH IT OR SOD OFF!
Thats what I say...not that I look too terribly out of the ordinary...or I dont think I do. Who cares about them...you are hot and I get to play with your hair!
And why is it that if you look a little different people think you do it to get attention or to piss them off? THIS IS ME...FUCKING DEAL WITH IT OR SOD OFF!
Thats what I say...not that I look too terribly out of the ordinary...or I dont think I do. Who cares about them...you are hot and I get to play with your hair!
breathe a sigh of relief this isn't going to be like the bollocks i've been spewing recently....
it may be drug enduced, but my mood is sunny
i've just eaten a bunch of chocolate, and had an orgasm, that doesn't hurt
i've also got a load of brand spanking new underwear and fun socks. this makes me happy, also
AN AMAZING LEOPARD COAT with red...
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it may be drug enduced, but my mood is sunny
i've just eaten a bunch of chocolate, and had an orgasm, that doesn't hurt
i've also got a load of brand spanking new underwear and fun socks. this makes me happy, also
AN AMAZING LEOPARD COAT with red...
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antenna:
not much to say, except
nikki_darling:
lovely entry/! Thanks for stopping by to say hello!!
Huzzah to sunny moods and orgasms!!
Huzzah to sunny moods and orgasms!!
i stay in bed too much
i masturbate too much
i think too much
i waste too much time
i have too little to be getting on with
i lack inspiration. and even if i had it i lack the talent to make anything come of it
i feel the apathy setting in
it'll be a slow boring ride
i am a selfish greedy arrogant...
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i masturbate too much
i think too much
i waste too much time
i have too little to be getting on with
i lack inspiration. and even if i had it i lack the talent to make anything come of it
i feel the apathy setting in
it'll be a slow boring ride
i am a selfish greedy arrogant...
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matt_organic:
Apathy is a horrible, horrible thing. Debilitation and stagnation in one neat, nasty package. You sound a little narked, if you need a chat I'm on MSN - matt_organic@hotmail.com
fallen1carus:
hm... i'm not on msn. are you opposed to getting a yahoo account? it's free and it'll just take a minute or two. yahoo has tons of games at games.yahoo.com. otherwise if you know where else we can duke it out, i'm up for it.
i have an emotional temperature
perhaps it is a virus
or maybe i shall take a course of drugs and be right again
why risk it.....i'll go with the drugs
can't hurt, right?
perhaps it is a virus
or maybe i shall take a course of drugs and be right again
why risk it.....i'll go with the drugs
can't hurt, right?
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matt_organic:
People are fools. Pitchshifter rock, from Industrial through to PSI. They are sadly missed, although both The Blueprint and Doheny rule...
asreal1:
you're such a pharmacist. or a chemist. crazy ukian words.
i'm going home this week
first i'm visiting my Mad chica in london, i can't wait to see her
then i'm getting a ride home with my mom and my uncle and aunt who are coming over from america
then bendy and cheese are coming to visit me and take long walks down memory lane and get wasted and try and make clare proud of...
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first i'm visiting my Mad chica in london, i can't wait to see her
then i'm getting a ride home with my mom and my uncle and aunt who are coming over from america
then bendy and cheese are coming to visit me and take long walks down memory lane and get wasted and try and make clare proud of...
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asreal1:
hope the visit home is going well enough and that you're feeling good about life.
my family visit went as well as it possibly could have i think.
my family visit went as well as it possibly could have i think.
aanya:
okay, second entry into here but you uploaded more pics since last time! Yummy boys kissing, yummy you! Yoummy your boobs! I am content and can go to bed now!
make sure everyone you care about knows you care about them
i wish we had talked and properly resolved all our shit
we both had the intention
and it could have been me
i can't help thinking that there is more i could have done
why the fuck her and not me
i wish we had talked and properly resolved all our shit
we both had the intention
and it could have been me
i can't help thinking that there is more i could have done
why the fuck her and not me
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leningrad:
nothing is ever under our control. we can play at it, but we'll never really have the reins.
or maybe I don't know what I'm talking about.
or maybe I don't know what I'm talking about.
antenna:
make sure everyone you care about knows you care about them
good advice.
don't feel guilty.
take care,
a xx
good advice.
don't feel guilty.
take care,
a xx
my head is very fuzzy
inside
outside it's clean and freshly shaven on the sides
off to smoke myself into oblivion
la la la.......
inside
outside it's clean and freshly shaven on the sides
off to smoke myself into oblivion
la la la.......
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antenna:
nice hair.
how long does oblivion last?
x
how long does oblivion last?
x
vicky:
thankyou!
You ain't so bad yourself
thankyou!
You ain't so bad yourself
she was my day in day out for 4 months
she never looked after herself
my dad was old and sick, so he died
that i accept in itself, but it's still hard
for her to die now is
laughable
and my brain doesn't know how to take in this imformation so i break down
and now i'm just high again
and i smoke some...
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she never looked after herself
my dad was old and sick, so he died
that i accept in itself, but it's still hard
for her to die now is
laughable
and my brain doesn't know how to take in this imformation so i break down
and now i'm just high again
and i smoke some...
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preppylegend:
of course i did , always read your entries.
Poem was for you ,I wasn't sure which one you were referring to .
, the mp3 song , link whatever was for my ex , she gets more cause i have actually met her .
And done naughty things with her aswell
I think that is fair.
Its sad when someone young dies , shit there is no way to justify it , its just one of gods shitty tricks to keep us on our toes.
I have had a few friends die young, all but one didn't deserve to go .No thats wrong he didn't deserve it either , he was a smackhead but he got dealt a pretty shitty hand.
Fuck god, go out and get loaded , raise a glass and make a wish .
xx
Poem was for you ,I wasn't sure which one you were referring to .
, the mp3 song , link whatever was for my ex , she gets more cause i have actually met her .
And done naughty things with her aswell
I think that is fair.
Its sad when someone young dies , shit there is no way to justify it , its just one of gods shitty tricks to keep us on our toes.
I have had a few friends die young, all but one didn't deserve to go .No thats wrong he didn't deserve it either , he was a smackhead but he got dealt a pretty shitty hand.
Fuck god, go out and get loaded , raise a glass and make a wish .
xx
antenna:
There is no sense to any of it.
You've had a rough time already and didn't need that.
Hope you're ok love. hugs to you.
a xx
You've had a rough time already and didn't need that.
Hope you're ok love. hugs to you.
a xx
after reading a poem in pinkisux's journal i started writing and this is what came out:
Punkrock love is her noticing a boy for his please fix me sticker on the first day of school
The boy admiring the art on her notebook
Bunking together to spend an hour in a public toilet getting high
Punkrock love is him taking her to a secret gig...
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Punkrock love is her noticing a boy for his please fix me sticker on the first day of school
The boy admiring the art on her notebook
Bunking together to spend an hour in a public toilet getting high
Punkrock love is him taking her to a secret gig...
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twwly:
that was amazing.
cobalt:
Hey don't shortchange yourself - I've just been at this art thing for longer than you have! If you've got some projects a-brewin' give a shout, I'd be delighted to hear about them.
DO YOU FEEL
BORED, LONELY, DEPRESSED BY THE SPECTACULAR FATUOUSNESS OF EVERYDAY LIFE?
TELL US ABOUT IT IN THE SPACE
BELOW
___
not enough space, eh?
well that's all you're getting for today
this is a fatuous disservice brought to you by "having to do the washing up", "feeling unloved" and "wishing people weren't such cunts"
***************
i "don't get" myself. i'm fucking happy
but...
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BORED, LONELY, DEPRESSED BY THE SPECTACULAR FATUOUSNESS OF EVERYDAY LIFE?
TELL US ABOUT IT IN THE SPACE
BELOW
___
not enough space, eh?
well that's all you're getting for today
this is a fatuous disservice brought to you by "having to do the washing up", "feeling unloved" and "wishing people weren't such cunts"
***************
i "don't get" myself. i'm fucking happy
but...
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nic:
Cue music:
DUN dun DUN dun DUN dun!
DUN dun DUN dun DUN dun!
bellavendetta:
yes
people suck at life mostly.
and all the cool ones seem to live really far away
people suck at life mostly.
and all the cool ones seem to live really far away
it's that cold again
the initial friendly caress i've missed so long but
soon it seeps through my thinned skin, storms through my veins again
though i knew it would be so i feel the change acutely and am a different person now
things i felt brutally ebb from my body with the last warmth from my core
this change releases old joys, opens old...
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the initial friendly caress i've missed so long but
soon it seeps through my thinned skin, storms through my veins again
though i knew it would be so i feel the change acutely and am a different person now
things i felt brutally ebb from my body with the last warmth from my core
this change releases old joys, opens old...
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matt_organic:
Cuntbollocks isn't new I'm afraid. It's used in Lancashire frequently. Apologies.
vampsinthe78:
I love your new pics. You don't sound like a twat, you've just got a day ticket on the rollercoaster of life.. OH! Now I sound like a twat. 
I came up with the fantastic, 'tourette's style' TITTYBISCUIT. Must, must, MUST meet up for that pint, I'll have some money very soon x @_@ v78
I came up with the fantastic, 'tourette's style' TITTYBISCUIT. Must, must, MUST meet up for that pint, I'll have some money very soon x @_@ v78
xoxo