Very emotional night last night. I went to meditation and part of the talk was about letting your walls down. Instanly you could feel the emotions in the room with people relaxing and exposing thier hearts. It was incredible. I'm really bummed that I have school on Wed. because I've really loved going to mediation for the last 3 weeks. I've learned so much in...
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It's nice to know I have wonderful people in my life. It hasn't always been that way, so it feels really good.
Death Cab for Cutie on the playlist today.
I'm broken and hungry but still smiling. My arm hurts, reminding me I'm alive.
Swelling has stopped with my lip. I can't wait to kiss again, I'm going through withdrawls.
I still need a massage....
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Death Cab for Cutie on the playlist today.
I'm broken and hungry but still smiling. My arm hurts, reminding me I'm alive.
Swelling has stopped with my lip. I can't wait to kiss again, I'm going through withdrawls.
I still need a massage....
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thepromdate:
rad. i've been meaning all week to sto and get a coloring book.
hellynn:
aww. the seasame street coloring books are the best
"you are the perfect drug..."
NIN day today.
Strawberries for breakfast.
Chai spiced Mate' to sip on.
Working on T-shirt transfers.
So far, not a bad morning at all.
Now if only the sun would shine or rain would pour. Better yet, both at the same time. Some love would be nice too. But yeah, day's still early right?
Kisses
Alternatively, if anyone is looking...
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NIN day today.
Strawberries for breakfast.
Chai spiced Mate' to sip on.
Working on T-shirt transfers.
So far, not a bad morning at all.
Now if only the sun would shine or rain would pour. Better yet, both at the same time. Some love would be nice too. But yeah, day's still early right?
Kisses
Alternatively, if anyone is looking...
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yonderboy:
things can be that way again
If only I'd thought of the right words...
On another note, I need a massage. Badly. Full body please.
On another note, I need a massage. Badly. Full body please.
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sfdeep:
i heard Carl Craig is spinning, where is that at? did we meet at the BBQ? i was with Sicily.
daddyk:
I need a massage as well. Deep with lots of good pain. Elbows driving through the knots releasing tension and stress. Yea, that would be nice.
Ack, Mondays.
Start school up again this week. I really enjoyed having two weeks off. Ah well, I have to do it.
Didn't do anything for Easter. The first year ever. I went outside once to get a cup of tea. *sigh. Although, I was pretty tired considering I didn't get home until 5 in the morning. Went to an underground (ish) party. It was...
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Start school up again this week. I really enjoyed having two weeks off. Ah well, I have to do it.
Didn't do anything for Easter. The first year ever. I went outside once to get a cup of tea. *sigh. Although, I was pretty tired considering I didn't get home until 5 in the morning. Went to an underground (ish) party. It was...
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hellynn:
i wish i did nothing for easter. my mom had family over. its cool and all but they are always so noisey I can never sleep until its dinner time
evillyn:
You should get some tasty noodles.
la la la.....at an internet cafe.
that's all.
kisses
Oh yeah, Happy Easter.
that's all.
kisses
Oh yeah, Happy Easter.
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itch369:
happy easter!!!!!!!!! they're great , especially if ya have chocolate bunnies , so you can bite thier heads off, ................maybe that's just me. 
but its fun!!!!!!!!!!!! 
and the yellow baby chicks, packed with enough sugar to O.D. on, the coolest part is if yer at an egg hunt and there's an egg that has money in it, i'm gonna find it or accidentally trip ya for it,, 
but its fun!!!!!!!!!!!! and the yellow baby chicks, packed with enough sugar to O.D. on, the coolest part is if yer at an egg hunt and there's an egg that has money in it, i'm gonna find it or accidentally trip ya for it,, 
augm3nt:
happy easter!
any chance you can score me some presale tix? like 2? or are they available in San Jose too?
looks like friday dinner is still on with the folks so I guess I can't make it early for dinner. And, feeling how I am today, I predict a completely sober evening for me that night.
let em know about the tickets, though, please
:kisses:
any chance you can score me some presale tix? like 2? or are they available in San Jose too?
looks like friday dinner is still on with the folks so I guess I can't make it early for dinner. And, feeling how I am today, I predict a completely sober evening for me that night.
let em know about the tickets, though, please
:kisses:
I'm realy gonna miss that kid.
So, despite the hates I did have a good time last night. Lot's of the SG kids came out to support. It was good to see all of them.
My lip is now good and swollen. I've been a bit rough to it since I got it. I think I should take it easy.
On the agenda tonight: renting...
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So, despite the hates I did have a good time last night. Lot's of the SG kids came out to support. It was good to see all of them.
My lip is now good and swollen. I've been a bit rough to it since I got it. I think I should take it easy.
On the agenda tonight: renting...
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koleeta:
are you going to the deli tonight? I'm going to try...hopefully I won't have to take the owl tonight...if things go according to plan.
ratgirl:
hey, cute shorts lady! it was great to see you too.
as for prom, I'm still thinkin about it- we'll see!
as for prom, I'm still thinkin about it- we'll see!
For someone who has so much self loathing and self destructive tendancies I sure am happy all the time.
On the agenda for tonight: 2 things I hate, the Cat Club and saying goodbye.
On the agenda for tonight: 2 things I hate, the Cat Club and saying goodbye.
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evil:
i jus hate all the yuppie kids at the cats club on thursday's! i miss bondage being there tho 
papawheelie:
hey, lets do something fun this weekend now that bombshell is feeling better
Still no swelling. That I can tell anyway. No blood or icky crusty stuff either. A little excited about that.
Hmmm...well, compared to yesterday's journal nothing I write today will be as remotely good. So, just go and re-read yesterday's journal while I think of a new one.
And after that go say happy birthday to Yonderboy
And don't hate me for being so bland....
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Hmmm...well, compared to yesterday's journal nothing I write today will be as remotely good. So, just go and re-read yesterday's journal while I think of a new one.
And after that go say happy birthday to Yonderboy
And don't hate me for being so bland....
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amadio:
My sleep study results are on my journal.
evil:
middle of what? 
I am the proud owner of a freshly pierced lip. Aside from the fact that the ring is huge (to allow swelling, which hasn't happened yet) and it keeps clicing on my teeth, I'm very happy with it. Paul at Body Manipulations is awesome and oh so gentle.
I was thinking yesterday, after I got it done, how much getting a piercing is like losing...
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louisthunter:
Did you get the piercing right in the center or to one side? Either way, it'll look hot.
My loss of virginity was nowhere are special as yours was (I'm guessing). Maybe it's because I'm a guy. Maybe it just sucked.
My first piercing was more like my first real fist fight. I expected it to be worse than it was, then two days later I couldn't eat solid foods. Of course, now I want to get it (my tongue) re-done. Stupid Lou. Bye.
My loss of virginity was nowhere are special as yours was (I'm guessing). Maybe it's because I'm a guy. Maybe it just sucked.
My first piercing was more like my first real fist fight. I expected it to be worse than it was, then two days later I couldn't eat solid foods. Of course, now I want to get it (my tongue) re-done. Stupid Lou. Bye.
zgrat:
yeah, 4am sucks. i just got my lip pierced 3 months ago. never really thought of it like that. my one piece of advice: sea salt dips. whenever my lip was acting up, it made it all better. have fun with it
Ok kids, class time.
We all know that drinking and driving don't mix. Here are some other things that don't mix with drinking (in no particular order)
Pills (i think it says don't take with alcohol for a reason)
Cold weather (sure, it seems like you're getting warm, but the alcohol is really thinning your blood and making you to drunk to realize you are...
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We all know that drinking and driving don't mix. Here are some other things that don't mix with drinking (in no particular order)
Pills (i think it says don't take with alcohol for a reason)
Cold weather (sure, it seems like you're getting warm, but the alcohol is really thinning your blood and making you to drunk to realize you are...
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modcon2:
Daylight savings is being particularly brutal this year. Not sure why. Maybe it's due to things being unreasonably cold here on the East Coast. Maybe I'm just a whiny brat.
In short, I agree with Jazmin.
In short, I agree with Jazmin.
user28480482:
Yes, shopping makes all woes pass away.
Its funny I was just having these incredible thoughts about my patterns and about repetititveness and attitude and although I am reallly fucking sad and helpless about it right now, it was a very clear picture for a moment. Just one I don't want to face and don't really know what to do with if I do.
so
coloring?
maybe you be ichatting tomorrow....uh....today...