How does it feel behind that wall of protection you've put around your heart. It's painful, miserable and frightening. Always living in a constant fear that someone is going to hurt you. Take that wall down and let someone in you've got a chance that you might get hurt. Leave that wall up and you're guaranteed to.
I'm a complete klutz today. Not that I'm...
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I'm a complete klutz today. Not that I'm...
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"Why dost thou laugh? It fits not with this hour."
"Why, I have not another tear to shed: Besides this sorrow is an enemy, and would usurp upon my watery eyes and make them blind with tributary tears."
...Titus Andronicus, Shakespeare
Went to Japantown yesterday after work. Just didn't want to get off the bus and go home so I stayed on. Went to Kinokunya...
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"Why, I have not another tear to shed: Besides this sorrow is an enemy, and would usurp upon my watery eyes and make them blind with tributary tears."
...Titus Andronicus, Shakespeare
Went to Japantown yesterday after work. Just didn't want to get off the bus and go home so I stayed on. Went to Kinokunya...
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twwly:
I saw the unrated Saw a few days ago. I liked it. Did you?
cairo:
Titus was absolutely terrific. I never saw or read the play (I'd especially love to see it live), but I own the movie by Julie Taymor. Anthony Hopkins ROCKED Billy Shakespeare!!!
"I'm only happy when it rains....."
Which means I'm a pretty happy girl right now. I love this weather. I have huge windows in the loft that I work at that I can just stare outside all day. The sound of rain is so soothing for me. I love the smell and the way it feels. Basically the rain does a thorough job of awaking...
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Which means I'm a pretty happy girl right now. I love this weather. I have huge windows in the loft that I work at that I can just stare outside all day. The sound of rain is so soothing for me. I love the smell and the way it feels. Basically the rain does a thorough job of awaking...
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sixsixty:
i downloaded them all. i could make you a copy and you could watch it on your puter.
sfdeep:
yeah, it is Wed. night, got mixed up myself, i'll be swinging through there anyway, so see might see you!
So, the weekend is over and thus begins another week. I can't believe it's already the 18th. Time to call the movers. Bah.
Saw Team America on Friday. It was humorous. I suggest waiting to rent it.
Saturday, hung out at home. Tried to pack some, but I just don't know where to start. Most of my stuff is being left behind, so I really...
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Saw Team America on Friday. It was humorous. I suggest waiting to rent it.
Saturday, hung out at home. Tried to pack some, but I just don't know where to start. Most of my stuff is being left behind, so I really...
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fu:
18 already? How time flies.
I wanna see Saw! Let me know how it is. I'll be on AIM in the office Tues., hit me.
I wanna see Saw! Let me know how it is. I'll be on AIM in the office Tues., hit me.
dave_h:
only five? I thought it was more. saturday fo sho.
Internet cafe's are the best distraction. It's too bad I live so far away from brainwash, cause then I could be doing my laundry and surfing the internet AND having a beer and french fries. Oh well. I need to do laundry.
Someone call me and take me out tonight. Thanks. I'm bored and don't like going out by myself that much. But I need...
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Someone call me and take me out tonight. Thanks. I'm bored and don't like going out by myself that much. But I need...
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kittymalarchy:
I am working out a way to get some bon bon home with me, otherwise I am going to try and make them when I return!!! As I got stopped by the drug dog on the way into Italy, mind you I had nothing on me, but had certainly partaken in Oxford- I am a bit cautious to bring anything with me, not to mention I am bringing in 2 pipes (brand new of course) one is for me and a SICK dragon...come to momma!!! 
sfdeep:
Everything but the Girl . . . . *gush*
Oh! I want the SG baby T. Cute. And a black beater. I'm wearing out the grey one. And I still need a hoodie, more then ever now me thinks. Cold weather is coming soon. I need to prepare.
I look like a big bowl of sherbert today. Lime green and pink.
Yesterday I tried to go watch the sunset at the beach. I picked...
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I look like a big bowl of sherbert today. Lime green and pink.
Yesterday I tried to go watch the sunset at the beach. I picked...
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anabel:
i'll do a set with you anytime! get your ass over here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dave_h:
no, not coming up this weekend. this weekend sucks. (see my journal)
Ate sushi and watched the Pres. Debates.
At least the sushi was good. Did anyone notice when Bush was asked about minimum wage he went off on a tangent about "no child left behind" act. Am I the only one confused by that?
Anyhow...got my absentee ballot in the mail. Almost done filling it out.
That's it for now. Anyone want to go out later?...
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At least the sushi was good. Did anyone notice when Bush was asked about minimum wage he went off on a tangent about "no child left behind" act. Am I the only one confused by that?
Anyhow...got my absentee ballot in the mail. Almost done filling it out.
That's it for now. Anyone want to go out later?...
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letigre:
when does that show end in SJ?
Punkin latte, glass of water, peach scone, 5-htp all consumed or working on.
I want to go back to bed.
My head hurts.
Kisses
Damn.... Deathcab for Cutie or Disneyland??
Ok real update....
Friday: went to the rawhide for an industrial night. Was given tickets to go see the movie Saw, next Monday. Looks like it'll be a good one.
Saturday: Was supposed to go...
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I want to go back to bed.
My head hurts.
Kisses
Damn.... Deathcab for Cutie or Disneyland??
Ok real update....
Friday: went to the rawhide for an industrial night. Was given tickets to go see the movie Saw, next Monday. Looks like it'll be a good one.
Saturday: Was supposed to go...
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trixel:
dead things make me very sad. my last encounter was in spring: a woodpecker behind our office building.
It was time to go when the electrical tape wasn't sticking anymore.
That made me laugh.
Punkin latte, eh? Pumpkin pie and all variations of pumpkin are grand. Well, except for that time when I was a kid and my mom made pumpkin french fries and we took a bunch thinking it was potatoes, and had to eat it all. 
It was time to go when the electrical tape wasn't sticking anymore.
That made me laugh.
Punkin latte, eh? Pumpkin pie and all variations of pumpkin are grand. Well, except for that time when I was a kid and my mom made pumpkin french fries and we took a bunch thinking it was potatoes, and had to eat it all. 
devilboy666:
i ended up not goin to BAGG. hey if you need a date for the movie let me know.. I want o see it..
Finished Breakfast at Tiffany's. I like the books ending much more then the movies. In the book she doesn't find Cat, and she continues on to the airport and takes off to Brazil. After all, she did have a perfectly good ticket that was payed for and she'd never been to Brazil. Paul, aka Fred, later goes and finds Cat in the window of a...
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daniyell:
i can't believe the movie ends so differently from the book! I'm going to have to pick up a copy of that now. I like when things don't turn out the way they 'should'
devilboy666:
Hey are you goin to bandage a go go this wednesday? it is the Mr. Bondage a go go contest. it will be hilarious fer sure. come on out.
Update about the sickness: Subsiding. Cough has lessened, but now my nose is all sorts of stuffy. Makes me snore. Not cute, but at least the only person it wakes up is me.
Decided that it was definitely a Breakfast at Tiffany's kind of day yesterday. But, instead of renting the DVD (why don't I own that movie? I'll never know. Oh yeah! It's because...
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Decided that it was definitely a Breakfast at Tiffany's kind of day yesterday. But, instead of renting the DVD (why don't I own that movie? I'll never know. Oh yeah! It's because...
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dave_h:
you're about the closest thing to that girl that I've ever known, in your own sorta way.
stuckinthetrunk:
ok... this whole silly little camera thing just went to a whole new level.
It's ok.. just let me know when you can.. Just needed a starting date for now. Miss you too!!!
ok... this whole silly little camera thing just went to a whole new level.
It's ok.. just let me know when you can.. Just needed a starting date for now. Miss you too!!!
Still sick. I think it might be getting better though. Cough is killing me.
Feeling a bit melancholy today. Haven't seen or hung out with the SGSF crew in far to long. Thank goodness for this weekend. I think my seretonin levels are down if not almost all depleted from last weekends festivities. Upped my 5HTP dose for the time being. Didn't have much faith...
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Feeling a bit melancholy today. Haven't seen or hung out with the SGSF crew in far to long. Thank goodness for this weekend. I think my seretonin levels are down if not almost all depleted from last weekends festivities. Upped my 5HTP dose for the time being. Didn't have much faith...
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obsidity:
hey we should get a drink while I am here inthe next 24 hours...
fu:
OMG! I am "Whoever comes along"! We're perfect for each other.
New features I see.
Trying to eat a grapefruit. It's been sitting in front of me since 10am. I'm halfway through it. Eating is difficult. I hate being sick. I'm never sick. My head hurts, I'm coughing, sneezing and just all around aching. My chest is killing me. Bah.
I received an interesting phone call last night. It was nice though. It's always nice to...
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Trying to eat a grapefruit. It's been sitting in front of me since 10am. I'm halfway through it. Eating is difficult. I hate being sick. I'm never sick. My head hurts, I'm coughing, sneezing and just all around aching. My chest is killing me. Bah.
I received an interesting phone call last night. It was nice though. It's always nice to...
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trillian:
mini vacations kick ass.
I desperately need one, thinking about going to Monterey or a drive down to LA for the weekend or something would be nice.
Feel better.
I desperately need one, thinking about going to Monterey or a drive down to LA for the weekend or something would be nice.
Feel better.
sfdeep:
there's a nice B & B on S. Van Ness, i think around 15th, maybe farther down. it's a Victorian with a 360 view of the city and a redwood hot tub. there's also a panoramic shot of the city in 1906 on fire, besides that one picture, the rest of the place is very conducive to relaxation.
Can you email me your number so I can talk to you about the bed/TV? Purty please? I'm leaving for LA tomorrow, so I'll be gone this whole weekend. I hope you don't need it gone asap!
I missed so frikken much....