nocturnalchilde

Lost

I am lost,
once again you see,
no idea who is the real me.

I wonder where I belong,
if there is such a place,
where I can show my face.

Sometimes I feel there is no place for me,
whether I am here or there,
it's just not to be.

Just as the stars appear at night,
and are gone by day.
One...
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Heartless & Soulless

Lying eyes and deceitful smiles
False friends and falsehoods
Everyone out for themselves
Dogs looking for their next conquest or high
They talk about you with razor sharp words
Each word another dagger in your back
Wolves in sheep's clothing
Their mouths move and the lies come out
Lying eyes and deceitful smiles
The Heartless & Soulless

Written By Magan S. Edinger

Forever Night

For how ever long the sun shines bright,
to me it will always be forever night.

Forever night in my heart you see,
that is all it will forever be.

The fire that once burned in my heart
disappeared when it was torn apart.

For I gave that fire in my heart,
to one I thought that would never part.

For I gave...
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Fear


Why do a lot of us live our lives in fear?
What is it we fear?
Why limit ourselves by this fear?

We are all human doing the best that we can at that moment.
Do we fear that we are not good enough?
Based on whose standards?
Why give them the power to hold that fear over us?

Fear that eats at our...
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Fairytale Romance

We grow up reading the fairytales of true love
And listening to all of the love songs about undying devotion
Dreaming of the day we will meet our one and only
Our true love, our soul mate
Having this perfect picture in our mind
that is near impossible to find.

I ask myself has this all been a lie
Is it to good...
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FACADE

I see through your playful smile
into the depths of your heart
a heart that beats blacker then the depths of hell
a heart that beats solely for your selfish pleasures

How could I of been so blind
to think you were a caring person
when everything you do, i
s in some way,
a benefit to you

Your fiery words and hurtful actions,...
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Empty
I drink to forget the pain.
I drink to stop the questions.
I drink to fill the emptiness.

I do not understand
why you do not touch me
as if I was a disease
it makes me feel small and dirty

I do not understand why
others make me feel better
about myself then you

I am starved for attention
as if I was...
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Crazy

Thoughts race through my mind
a million at a time

I can not rest
because I can not quiet my mind
These thought of mine are becoming a pest
I am crazy, I am starting to find

I play out scenes in my head
that have never come about
some things I have read
others things I shout

Please quiet my soul
give me...
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Circles


Why do we keep going in circles? Repeat performances, repeating the same mistakes over & over.

Falling again & again for the same type of person or the same circumstance, the same negative experience.

We say that we learn from our mistakes, yet we choose to repeat them, falling into the same trap.

Why? Why are we destined to be unhappy, or do we...
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Bryan Dear

Bryan dear
you are so near
yet so far away.

When I think of you
my thoughts go astray.

For I love you
each and every day
but something always gets in our way
it's either what we do
or maybe what we say.

I'd give you my heart
but for I'm afraid we'd part
and I can't let that be.

Oh can't...
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