nocturnalchilde

Drama Free

If you are coming into my life
to cause strife
for the sole purpose of
acting with anything but love
Playing a game
what a shame
Creating drama
don't forget about karma
Lying to me
You'll get yours times three
Now hear me shout
Stay the fuck out!

Written By Magan S Edinger
03/31/08

Something I Can Never Have

My desire for you burns deep inside
A flame that will not be extinguished
As much as I have tried

My thoughts and visions of you
Fuel the flame
I wonder if you are to blame

Tempting me with
Something I can never have

I close my eyes only to see visions of you
Beautiful you,
Leaving me left without...
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No Escape

The voices of children, the cries of babies,
the explosions, the farewell scream of a good friend,
and the blood curdling cry of a woman being raped...no escape.

Bullets flying, explosions all around,
Shots fired, say goodbye to the enemy.
Till your fellow brother lay dead on the ground,
do you realize that it was an illusion.

What began as a love for...
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Trick or Treat
Written by Magan S Edinger
March 28th, 2008

Lies and deceit
Trick or treat
Maybe it stems from conceit

Written words to delight
His dreamgirl
How these words excite

No commitments to anyone
And I was stupid enough to of believed
Blinded by love
Soon to be deceived

A heart promised to another
But no intention to let me know
He says...
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The Underside

The pain I feel can't be described
because I live in a world on the underside.

It's a world of the future, a world of the past,
it's here & now & it's gonna last.

Look around & you will see,
a world filled with misery.

A world where dreams can not be,
and nightmares become reality.

The time has come to say...
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The Embracing of NocturnalChilde

Greetings all. My name is Magan, also known as NocturnalChilde. My embracing took place at a time in my life when I was lonely and lost. Even though I had friends and family I still felt very much alone. I was living a lonely existence that no one understood, including myself. At least that is what I thought, but someone did...
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A Bisexual Embracing

It is Saturday night and you are on your way over to my house to do our normal Saturday night routine, hit the clubs, at least that is what you think we are doing. Tonight I have other plans for you. Something I have been waiting for a long time. You knock on the door and I yell for you to come...
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I don't know what is wrong with me today I just feel all alone. I was in a really good mood earlier. Then I watched Crash and then Hitch. Crash was a really good movie, but made me sad in many parts just the way we treat one another. Hitch made me lonely. I am not even watching the game and that is not like...
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Something I Can Never Have

My desire for you burns deep inside
A flame that will not be extinguished
As much as I have tried

My thoughts and visions of you
Fuel the flame
I wonder if you are to blame

Tempting me with
Something I can never have

I close my eyes only to see visions of you
Beautiful you,
Leaving me left without...
Read More

No Escape

The voices of children, the cries of babies,
the explosions, the farewell scream of a good friend,
and the blood curdling cry of a woman being raped...no escape.

Bullets flying, explosions all around,
Shots fired, say goodbye to the enemy.
Till your fellow brother lay dead on the ground,
do you realize that it was an illusion.

What began as a love for...
Read More