nocturnalchilde

Pain: a poem written for someone very special to me that I hope I can help through this journey we call life.

I can see your pain
It makes you feel as if you may go insane
It shoots straight to the very heart of you
It keeps memories alive of all you have been through
And makes you question who is the real you...
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Own Worse Enemy

Negative thoughts constantly attacking my barrier
trying to tear it down
like sperm trying to penetrate an egg
these negative thoughts of myself
try to penetrate my self esteem
I am my own worse enemy


As much as I try to turn my
negative thoughts around
and tell myself I to stop
they keep coming back
I am my own worse enemy...
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My Heart's Dream

I know we have only known one another for a short while,
but tell that to a heart with no concept of time.

To look into your eyes brings a warmth to my heart,
and a smile to my face,
and I know there is no other place,
that I'd rather be,
then sitting next to you,
and having you next to...
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Love

Love...is it worth the pain I may feel, the lies I may live, or the disappointments I may encounter?

Should I open my heart & possibly experience a world of love yet making myself vulnerable to a world of cruelty?

Is it worth it to travel mile after mile, through storm after storm, just to find your pot of gold at the end of...
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Love Almost Lost
Dedicated to My Soul Mate Steve


Love almost lost once before
to be lost never more.

My soul mate once again in sight
and I am filled with fright

I hurt you in the past
which was never my intent
my mistakes were vast
for this, to thee, I repent

I will never take that chance again
the chance of losing zen...
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Lost

I am lost,
once again you see,
no idea who is the real me.

I wonder where I belong,
if there is such a place,
where I can show my face.

Sometimes I feel there is no place for me,
whether I am here or there,
it's just not to be.

Just as the stars appear at night,
and are gone by day.
One...
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The Kiss Of Death

Every night I lie in bed dreaming of the moment I will meet my Prince of Darkness & receive his kiss of death. A moment I have dreamed of all my life. A moment that I willingly await for & invite all too often. My naked body waits for his embrace & my soul for his kiss. For when I receive...
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To look into your eyes
is like looking into the depths
of the greenest of oceans
on the sunniest of days
copper reflections of the sun
gleaming back to the skies

Looking past the beauty of your eyes
Into the depths of your soul
I see someone gentle and pure,
I see someone who has been
deceived and is afraid to trust
I see someone...
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In Memory of Scutterbotch
The Life of a Stray

Do not cry at my passing, as I am not upset. I am batting around snowballs just like I was before, and I am chasing after someone's toes to bite. I was cast out on the street at one point in my life, so I did not trust humans till I met you both. You got...
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Heartless & Soulless

Lying eyes and deceitful smiles
False friends and falsehoods
Everyone out for themselves
Dogs looking for their next conquest or high
They talk about you with razor sharp words
Each word another dagger in your back
Wolves in sheep's clothing
Their mouths move and the lies come out
Lying eyes and deceitful smiles
The Heartless & Soulless

Written By Magan S. Edinger