nocturnalchilde

Soul Searching

Soul searching
Thoroughly reasearching
Thoughts flying around
Round and round

No conclusion do I come
Of where I am from
Nor where I am going
My thoughts are ever flowing

Years fly by
And still I look to the sky
Asking the same question
Why? Why? Why?

I know I am here for a reason
And there goes another season
And still I sit
What if? What if? What if?

What if I am not living up to my potential
Doing all of the things that are essential
To my soul surviving and being at peace
Sometimes I feel like I will cease

Cease before knowing the true meaning of life
And dying in a world full of strife
Not knowing who I really am
Maybe I am truly condemned

I have friends all around
Yet I feel as if I may drowned
Sometimes I feel like we are not on common ground

So for now I must wait
To find out my fate
So on my journey I will go
Till I get to the next plateau

Written by Magan S Edinger