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Own Worse Enemy

Negative thoughts constantly attacking my barrier
trying to tear it down
like sperm trying to penetrate an egg
these negative thoughts of myself
try to penetrate my self esteem
I am my own worse enemy


As much as I try to turn my
negative thoughts around
and tell myself I to stop
they keep coming back
I am my own worse enemy

I reaffirm that I am a beautiful, intelligent and loving person

I ask myself where these thoughts are coming from
Are these thoughts that I really think about myself
or are they thoughts others have pounded into my head

There are things I would like to improve
so instead of using all of my energies
feeding these negative thoughts
and bringing myself down and being my
own worse enemy
I have decided to use that energy
to improve myself and to help others
and to become my own best friend

Written By Magan S Edinger