nocturnalchilde

Broken Promises-Broken Heart

I promised myself I would keep the door to my heart closed. I promised myself I would not fall in love again only to have it tear me apart. I broke those promises, for they meant nothing the moment my empty eyes were filled with the vision of you. All logic went out the window & my heart took control. The promises had been broken. You had that lost puppy dog look, the one that says, "I'm lost, scared & confused...please take care of me." Well I wanted to be that person. I still do. You were vulnerable, yet strong, cute yet sexy, goofy yet intelligent. To look into your beautiful eyes, or see you smile, or hear you laugh, made my heart melt & filled me with happiness. Sometimes when we held one another after making love, I didn't want to let go. I still don't want to let go. Now you are gone & I sit alone and think about you & the things I love about you & the things that make me smile. Then I smile for a brief moment, then realize, you are gone.... my baby is gone. Then I shed a tear. Once again, broken promises, broken heart.

Written By Magan S. Edinger