nocturnalchilde

Something I Can Never Have

My desire for you burns deep inside
A flame that will not be extinguished
As much as I have tried

My thoughts and visions of you
Fuel the flame
I wonder if you are to blame

Tempting me with
Something I can never have

I close my eyes only to see visions of you
Beautiful you,
Leaving me left without a clue
Of where to go from here
As you leave my life and disappear

I picture eyes that pull me deep
inside your soul
And leave me with passions
Out of my control

I picture perfect lips that I kissed in the past
But can never kiss again,
Visions I hope fade fast,
and disappear like zen

Zen a moment most of us never know
Showing us true atonement
Letting us bask in it's glow
Just for a brief moment

Never to be felt again
Leaving us to dwell in our sin.