nocturnalchilde

I don't know what is wrong with me today I just feel all alone. I was in a really good mood earlier. Then I watched Crash and then Hitch. Crash was a really good movie, but made me sad in many parts just the way we treat one another. Hitch made me lonely. I am not even watching the game and that is not like me. I just want someone to hold me, to cuddle with, to love, to make love with. Usually music puts me in a good mood and I am just hearing the relationships that went wrong, the love lost. I think I am just going to go to bed so I can wake up to a new day. Sometimes I just feel as though I am never going to find my true love and be lost in this world forever.