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My body is beginning to turn on me. Saturday night, I went to bed feeling fine and when I woke up Sunday morning, I felt like I had been in a car accident. My muscles and bones were all sore and my skin hurt. I had a fever and chills and generally felt like shit. That evening I went out in my backyard for a bit around moon rise and I started to feel better. By midnight I felt fine, it was all gone. Monday was good as well until about 10 PM. By Midnight it was all back again. This morning when I got up, I didn't hurt so much, but now I feel really spacey and dizzy. My body is tingly whenever I move around. I feel heavily medicated. Fucking strange.......


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Update: I just got back from the doctor and he said that he thinks I have an anxiety disorder and stressed so much that my body freaked out. With the comic book job looming over my head and I have a few other projects going on, plus I was laid off of my regular job for a few weeks so I've been broke as hell and my bills have been stacking up, he thinks that's all it is. He gave me some medication for it and told me to just get away from everything and relax, but I think the only way I'll be able to relax is by getting some work done and taking some of that weight off of my chest. To be continued....