noctem

Sweet Christ, last night I was stupid. I had fun, but I was stupid. I went out with d_day andMonstro to a bar and proceeded to get wasted. By the end of the night, I had cut all 3 of us on the hand with a knife, something to do with pirates, I can't remember now, I bought a nice leather jacket off some guy for $140, I'm almost positive it was stolen, and some chick tried to start a fight with me and I wanted to knock her teeth out. But I didn't. Because I'm a gentleman. I think I might need stitches on my hand though. Fucking hell, that was stupid. But I didn't throw up. So at least I got that going for me. Goddamnit, maybe I should stop drinking.......



Yeah, I think I'm going to stop drinking. At least stop drinking like that. On top of everything else, more shit with my ex girlfriend. Things were starting to look like they might turn out all right with us staying friends, but even that isn't going to be a possibility. I was in love with somebody that didn't even exist, and I still am. The girlfriend I thought I had was all a facade. She wasn't real. And I had no idea who was really sleeping in my bed. Suddenly this gash in my hand doesn't hurt as bad. I've lost my best friend yet again.....