noctem

First of all, I want to say thank you to everyone for showing me so much support. It's really appreciated and it's nice to know that you guys really are there for me right now.

I'm actually feeling a little better after tonight. I had to go over to drop the rest of her stuff off tonight and at first it was really awkward. But we ended up talking a lot of shit out and finally came to the conclusion that there is no going back, but we will retain a relationship as friends. At least for now. We're kind of taking it for a test drive. If that doesn't work, then we'll part ways for good. But I was very clear that as far as a romantic relationship goes, it's not going to happen. Neither one of us really wants it to be over, but I think we both finally realise that this is for the best. We'll end it now before we drag this on any longer and end up hating each other. Compromise. That's what relationships are all about, right? Fucking compromise. I don't know. It's not exactly as cut and dry as I had expected, but as of right now it doesn't hurt as bad. And that may be myself showing signs of weakness, but I don't fucking care. Right now, this feels like the right thing to do and that weight on my chest is a little bit lighter tonight. Thanks again everyone.....