nocontrol

Maybe I'm too old for this site anymore. I really don't know.

I often feel its true. I love hanging out with my SG friends, but more often than not I wind up feeling like some pathetic old fuck who doesn't know when to let go of his youth and grow up.

I don't know what to talk about. I can't relate. I don't watch the same tv shows. Etc, etc, etc. I feel like a stranger in a strange land. My idea of a good time just doesn't seem to line up and I end up feeling way out of touch.

Still...I have too many friends on SG to just up and leave, but I probably need to re-evaluate my level of involvement here. At what point do you finally just accept that you're not a kid anymore and deal with life accordingly? That is the question begging an answer. Let me ponder that one for a while.

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Favorite song of the moment:

Modest Mouse
One Chance

We have one chance.
One chance to get everything right.
We have one chance,
One Chance.
And if we're lucky we might.

My friends, my habits, my family,
They mean so much to me.
I just don't think that it's right.
I've seen so many ships sail in,
Just to head back out again and go off sinking.

I'm just a box in a cage.
I'm just a box in a cage.
I'm just a box, just a box in a cage.
I'm just a box, just a box in a cage.
I'm just a box, just a box in a cage.
I'm just a box of mistakes.

Didn't mean to laugh,
Didn't know I had.
Didn't know the better part of what you said cuz in your head you are not home.
Didn't get the joke.
Didn't mean to poke another,
Just to save myself from some something something or another one.
Well walk home.


Hmmm.