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Res Ipsa Loquitur

Another one of my heroes is dead...again, by his own hand. I don't even know what to say right now. This is a real shock. frown

Hunter S. Thompson Kills Himself

(AP) Hunter S. Thompson, the hard-living writer who inserted himself into his accounts of America's underbelly and popularized a first-person form of journalism in books such as "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas," has committed suicide.

Thompson was found dead Sunday in his Aspen-area home of an apparent self-inflicted gunshot wound, sheriff's officials said. He was 67. Thompson's wife, Anita, had gone out before the shooting and was not home at the time.

Besides the 1972 classic about Thompson's visit to Las Vegas, he also wrote "Fear and Loathing: On the Campaign Trail '72." The central character in those wild, sprawling satires was "Dr. Thompson," a snarling, drug- and alcohol-crazed observer and participant.


Such a brilliant writer...I'll miss him.





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Strange memories on this nervous night in Las Vegas. Five years later? Six? It seems like a lifetime, or at least a Main Era -- the kind of peak that never comes again. San Francisco in the middle sixties was a very special time and place to be a part of. Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run ... but no explanation, no mix of words or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant ...

History is hard to know, because of all the hired bullshit, but even without being sure of "history," it seems entirely reasonable to think that every now and then the energy of a whole generation comes to a head in a long fine flash, for reasons that nobody really understands at the time -- and which never explain, in retrospect, what actually happened.

My central memory of that time seems to hang on one or five or maybe forty nights -- or very early mornings -- when I left the Fillmore half-crazy and instead of going home, aimed the big 650 Lightning across the Bay Bridge at a hundred miles an hour wearing L.L. Bean shorts and a Butte sheepherder's jacket ... booming through the Treasure Island tunnel at the lights of Oakland and Berkeley and Richmond, not quite sure which turn-off to take when I got to the other end (always stalling at the toll-gate, too twisted to find neutral while I fumbled for change) ... but being absolutely certain that no matter which way I went I would come to a place where people were just as high and wild as I was: No doubt at all about that ...

There was madness in any direction, at any hour. If not across the Bay, then up the Golden Gate or down 101 to Los Altos or La Honda ... You could strike sparks anywhere. There was a fantastic universal sense that whatever we were doing was right, that we were winning ...

And that, I think, was the handle -- that sense of inevitable victory over the forces of Old and Evil. Not in any mean or military sense; we didn't need that. Our energy would simply prevail. There was no point in fighting -- on our side or theirs. We had all the momentum; we were riding the crest of a high and beautiful wave ...

So now, less than five years later, you can go up on a steep hill in Las Vegas and look West, and with the right kind of eyes you can almost see the high-water mark -- that place where the wave finally broke and rolled back.


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In an irony that is not lost on me, today is Kurt Cobain's birthday. He would have been 38 today. There's rarely a day that goes by where I don't notice his impact on my life. I feel cheated that he isn't still with us. At least we got a full and vital 67 years from the great HST.

What a sad day. Why do the great ones always break our hearts? surreal
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
cheech:
Oh, and the book I wanted to write the preface to is The Kingdom of Fear.... but by the time I got to work this afternoon, yeah, someone had checked out all 3 or 4 HST books that were in that section....
Feb 22, 2005
magilla:
A girl I used to know met him in a bar in Aspen while driving across country to start Grad school. She stayed with him for years, and he dedicated a book to her. I'm told through mutual friends that his instability broke them up. I've never asked her about it, because it seems sort of sycophantic, and I'm more interested in her that I am in him. A violent death to top off a violent life. No surprise really. blackeyed
Feb 23, 2005

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