nocapitalismo

Cheers bro. And Fucking Rock tio the fact that I got appointed to be the VP of the group. My apologies if Ive written any ridiculously offensive things lately I been kind of a mess. But anyways good luck in your war against the city, you'd better not be in jail or anything when Im up there this weekend. ANd no offense I cant bail you out unless its REAL cheap, because Im not exactly the richest dude in the world. And its my recommendation that you probably shouldnt be drunk when laying seige to city hall, the cops would probably like you alot less than they allready do. Good Luck with the protest man.

DId you finally have your way with her or are your still working towards that ever elusive goal. Speaking of goals, I really need to score one so I can write another journal about hockey or soccer.

Eh, dont worry about it man, at least you have a potential friend with benefits and a friend that you're interested in, thats not too bad at all. I'd be doing the same thing in your shoes.

Good to see things are goiung well with you and the missus. I wish I could say the same. Im just trying to take my mind off that right now and think about something thats going a little better, but its tough man.

ok, here we go, im gonna try to respond to everything, I apologize in advance if I miss something

*I added the second part of the journal later in the day, probably after you had read the first post. I dont really want to get my sister involved, but im sure she probably knows 90% of whats going on between talking to me and my ladyfriend. And it may be the only way I have to figure out what this girl really thinks of me and how she truly feels about me. Because there are times that she seems to really be into me and other times Im not so sure. My sis says thats just the way this girl is, but it still just seems kinda weird to me.
*Whos says you have to be sober the first time you have relations with your lady? Something might happen after a night out and you'll have nothing to worry about. Or if you feel that you need to be sober for it because she doesnt drink or you are that into her you'd feel it would be disrepectful if you had sex with her while under the influence, just cut the lights out and go for it, that way if it gets a little akward she wont be able to see any strange expresssions or nervousness on your face, and if any "misshaps" occur you can always claim "its too dark in here I cant see whats going on". Sorry thats the best I got for you man, I hope it helps in some small way.
*ANd as for performing like a 12 year old. Here's An age old secret I picked up somewhere along the way: Crank one out earlier in the day before you see her, that way you'll las t forever when it comes time to perform.
*I think somebody stole my scanner I was going to put some pictures up from that hotel party, but I just realized my scanner is missing, and I dont have a digital camera so I guess Im outta luck.


Good Luck this weekend man. 7 days till TO.
Sorry for taking up so much space

Hrmm, a girlfriend in prison? Now, ass fucking a guy wouldn't be that terrible, especially if you're locked away for life. But what would get me is if he would want to cuddle or some BS afterwards. I ain't fucking gay.

Nice job with the lady, things seem to be going quite well for you.
As for the riddles you asked:Yes, I played with her ta tas. But I havent done so since that one fateful night. And it had been probably almost six months since the last time I "bumped uglies" with another young lady. Where you were going with that, Im not sure, but theres the answers.

And as for the second post, that is so true she definitely is not my girlfriend if shes not fucking my friends, why does that seem to happen way too often?

And the your journal picture is still not working, its just one of those little boxes with a red "x" in it.

I just had this sinking feeling that she may be a lesbian

Did you do anything with her? And if she is a lesbian then, youve gained a cool friend, or it could be just another challenge to convert her to hetrosexuality AND drinking. Hopefully it works out for you though man, i got my fingers crossed for you.

Nice, what a great night, I especially like the drinking part. And dude you have a roof patio? You must be living the high life now. I wish I had one man thatd be sooooo awesome, Maybe just maybe youll be scheduling another roof festival while my boys and I are up in TO. Dont want to invite myself, but we're gonna need some stuff to do when we're up there. Good Luck with the females

Ok dude, just to warn you I wouldnt even trust my own advice, but since you asked Ill give it a shot. So far its been the same thing with me, the mutual friend has been there each time weve hung out(unless you count the time we were in the bathroom), so I sure the first time its just the two of us there is going to be more than a few akward moments, which I guess Im going to have to just hope I can work my way through and come out like a somewhat cool dude.

But anyways in your situation, I would try to get the mutual friend to bring another friend along one time, so you and your crush have some "semi" alone time, that way you could focus on just talking to her and you would have a way out if it started to get really bad. Or if things go well enough in your semi private conversation, and you get up the courage to ask her "out", then you still have the security of the mutual friend there if things go wrong. But from what youve told me, It seems like you definitely have somewhat of a chance, although its tough for me to say because I wasnt there. And I know its easy for me to say, but you just gotta go for it, because if you really like this chick, just keeping her around as a friend could be real torture if she finds a dude. So, its my advice that you just gotta give it a chance, just ask her to do something, just you and her, that way you can really find out how she feels, and hey man if it doesnt work at least you tryed. There have been so many girls I wished I had given it a shot with, and regretted not doing so.

Best of luck to you man, I hope it goes well for you. Thats my advice, take it if you want, but I cant be held responsible, because Im about the farthest thing from a "ladies man" you can be.

Rock

And yes, none of us are really on a softcore porn site, Im just here to discuss current events, really.

I always hate going on dates with girls that don't drink. The date is always good, but afterwards when we talk, I always talk about alcohol and they end up thinking i'm an alcoholic.

Oh well.

Dreads and tatoos reall are THAT hot. And doesnt it suck when you have to cut back on the drinkling when trying to impress a girl, its the only time I ever do. But anyways its sounds to me like youre in pretty good shape, and she was still interrested in you when you were hammered. Best of luck to you man, hope things work out. Even if they dont you may have made a new friend, but that never works for me. Anytime Im into a girl that is a friend, the friendship is always ruined because, we either hook up or things get really akward.
If things work out Ill give you a high five when Im up in Toronto.

Fucking rock man. Sorry didnt mean to get weak there, i think im finally past all that.
The week of sobriety showed me two things: stop worrying about certain girls and that I need to drink much much more. The trip to toronto is in full effect for the fourth of july weekend so if there are any good shows/ bars to hit let me know. Also were lookin for a beater hotel to stay at every thing Ive seen on line is like $65 us and up, I need something much cheaper. Anyways rock on brother.

And I have to say, Im a little diisapointed after seeing the homeless archive site, not at what youre doing, but because you dont sound canadian at all.

[Edited on Jun 10, 2004 10:20AM]

Good to see youve been on lately. I need that drunken insight, without it who knows where id be.

FUCK YOU BARRIE CHAVEL.

Drink some for me this weekend, Im stuck working tonight and tommorrow. So the chances of getting completely shitfaced are pretty dim.