nobodymax

An overextended trip to nowhere has left me with two thoughts. One I am empty without the people I love and two..... I find no life for the content.

I get to return to civilization today!

and the band marches on.........

I have a vivid imagination of a harsh reality with broken dreams of a distorted past.......

I got mad at someone today so I pissed in their dryer

Tomorrow morning I'm makin waffles

Here I go again Same old song again, and time passes on and on and on and on until I don't know who or where I am. Do you find the more you study and work and play that days count less and the moment is what matters

Infinite is a really astonishing word. I like it, yep suits me fine and sometimes is used...
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Starting from the beginning.....
I see thinks differently now. Not that I know better what happened then I am just learning to cope. I don't want to add another insult to the painful empty injury that has ocurred. I just want to be able to move on. I know now that life doesn't exsist for the willing. Can I ever see beyond my means? Is...
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Today is the day. I'm finally here and soon I'll be gone. Nothing gold can stay.

I like me

Planes, trains, and automobiles was, is, and always will be stuck in my small memory box. I really appreciate John Candy's character (and his best performance). Sometimes I think we forget that we are who we are and we should be blissfully happy for that.

This site (from what I can tell) still has signs of that. This site is gifted. I...
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Have you ever felt the need to drink until you pass out. I did tonight. I didn't get to.

It's not right. Everything seems swell in life, and yet I still have the erge to lose it all. I don't like when things are easy. I don't buy into this stupid f#@king pass go life. I like the change, challenges, and hardships of life. I've...
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Here I am and everyone else seems to be there. I guess I'm a loser in life or so it seems to be. I have no friends. Yep, well when life gives you lemons....find the dumbf!@@ that got vodka and make friends with him.


Today was exceptionally slow. Sundays are great for that. The one thing that most organized religions practiice that isn't all that...
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And yet there is you.........

Society blows ! I don't agree with it nor do I agree with any structure, government, nor religion. I am not an anarchist. I believe that anarchy is lack or direction. I find that more and more you can always project the meaningful things in your life through the glass and a bright sprectrum will alwasys be on the other...
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I think therefore I am'
I know therefore I will be
I grow therefore I see
an' I hope therefore I dream

Today was interesting I got my new truck today (a 2005 nissan titan). I have managed to not drink nor smoke away the last hours of the day (this is abnormality). I think my life is making a turn, a wide turn that...
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