noahjm

well.. its the weekend... life is lame as usual.. nothing much else going on.. i think i might go skating right here in just a few.. i think what i chose to do tonight/this morning was probably the best thing i could of done for someone.. and probably myself..

my buddies chick just broke up with him.. all of a sudden her and i are together 24/7.. its totally obvious that there is some kinda chemistry between the 2 of us...

2 weeks have gone by.. nothing more than anything a friend would do with another friend occured between the 2 of us.. i mean.. some hella hardcore flirting.. but nothing physical..

tonight/this morning.. i step up to the plate and let her know that there is no way i could do anything with her than be her friend.. i would love t o be closer to her than what we are.. just i know that if we did.. and we ever broke up there is NO way that we could be friends afterwards...

she said she felt the same way just didnt know how to tell me...

it hurts to know that i wont be the one in her life like that...

but it feels oh so much more better knowing that i'll have her as a friend for even that much more longer..

someday in the future?? maybe.. hopefully.. but the way things are now.. why ruin something so good??