noahghost

you draw the line, i'll cross it.
thank you to everyone who came over saturday. i had an awesome time and it was good to see all of you. i plan on having little gatherings more often b/c it was fun and i like getting drunk and stupid with all of my friends. i hope everyone had an really really good time. i'm glad you all got to meet alwyn, my beautiful little elvin love. if you didn't come, you should come next time. i also apologize to everyone who may have inadvertantly witnessed my genitals at some point of the night. i seem to think it's ok to let my junk hang out... hopefully i can start a fire next time. not with my junk. that was separate thought... um speaking of thought i'm totally getting into figuring everything out. like EVERYTHING. i just wish i was smart enough to explain what i understand. not being able to communicate these ideas and understandings verbally has given me a sort of inner passion to understand more for myself in hopes of someday being able to express these ideas through art and music. abstract ideas call for abstract methods of delivery... there is nothing and there is everything... nature's digital code. 0101010101010101010. energy. positive negative. light dark. knowledge ignorance. good bad. micro macro. everything is a series of layers. depths. dimensions. realities. we are recievers of transmissions from eternal and an unseen source. we are this source. we are these transmissions. we are the sender, the message and the interpretation of this message. you are as much "me" as i am myself, as i am "you". um... yeah something like that. blow up your TV motherfucker.
-noah- ...the source of these ramblings...