It is 1:30a and this is why I don't blog more often than I do.
For the past 5 days, I've been meaning to hop on and wrangle some words together, but here I am with at least another 45mins of work still left before going to bed for 5hrs.
Things are still good, and I still have nothing of real substance to complain about.
I've set some very lofty goals for myself over the past 10mos. Some I have made with flying colors, some are in various stages of completion (or lack thereof) and then there are, of course, the ones that were supposed to be completed by the new year and I haven't even started. But still... I am proud and some-what content with the mileage I've gone and the accomplishments I've put under my belt.
In other news, my "ex" just got married on Tuesday. Out of a string of failed relationships that neither me or my former counterparts chose to acknowledge each others existences -- somehow, this one and I remained very good, very close friends. I am sincerely and truly happy for her and dont have any weird, uncomfortable heart-twisters going on. Although, I can't help but to wonder... I broke up with her because I wasn't and hadn't been happy for a long time. So, if ending the relationship was supposed to be for my benefit, why is she married and I no closer to knowing what this "happy" is that I'm looking for.
Eh... some questions are asked with the purpose of trying to find the answer with out there being one.
When you get a chance: smile at someone who looks like they need it and go watch this while you do something good for yourself... .
For the past 5 days, I've been meaning to hop on and wrangle some words together, but here I am with at least another 45mins of work still left before going to bed for 5hrs.
Things are still good, and I still have nothing of real substance to complain about.
I've set some very lofty goals for myself over the past 10mos. Some I have made with flying colors, some are in various stages of completion (or lack thereof) and then there are, of course, the ones that were supposed to be completed by the new year and I haven't even started. But still... I am proud and some-what content with the mileage I've gone and the accomplishments I've put under my belt.
In other news, my "ex" just got married on Tuesday. Out of a string of failed relationships that neither me or my former counterparts chose to acknowledge each others existences -- somehow, this one and I remained very good, very close friends. I am sincerely and truly happy for her and dont have any weird, uncomfortable heart-twisters going on. Although, I can't help but to wonder... I broke up with her because I wasn't and hadn't been happy for a long time. So, if ending the relationship was supposed to be for my benefit, why is she married and I no closer to knowing what this "happy" is that I'm looking for.
Eh... some questions are asked with the purpose of trying to find the answer with out there being one.
When you get a chance: smile at someone who looks like they need it and go watch this while you do something good for yourself... .
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toothpickmoe:
It does. Every single time.
toothpickmoe:
Many thanks!