Today i feel a little sad .. It was my birthday and only two of my freinds my girlfriend and Dad and stepmom remember it.. Not a big deal tho .. My girlfriend is questioning her self about us .. My dog is 8 and will be leaving this world soon ... My Dad also will leave he s 86 and sick ... My brother doesn't talk to me because I didn't give him money when he ask for it ...
This whole day make me realize that even when you are well surrounded by people who say that they love you well it s hard to believe it ..
So in this case might as well be dead !! But what happen when you love life .??
Planning my leave soon enough some ppls say life is fun but this world of war and gouvernement games are no fun and all the bull shit
I will from today start selling my stuff and cars and leave for a paradise island i am a cook and can work anywhere!!
I am taking any suggestions here but my first love is Tahiti ...