cyanea:
jesus christ.
cyanea:
that picture just got me wet. i thought you should know.
don't know why but have the sudden urge to end it all. 
too bad i'm too happy with life the other half of the time to ever do anything about it.
lol, like i would ever do it anyways. i'm too crazy, plus i get to take my chances in iraq in a couple months anyways.
plenty of people over there who want to get...
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too bad i'm too happy with life the other half of the time to ever do anything about it.
lol, like i would ever do it anyways. i'm too crazy, plus i get to take my chances in iraq in a couple months anyways.
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cyanea:
i'm gonna cut your dick off, break your arms and take your eyeballs out and hang them in my room. right above my bed. like a dream catcher, ya know? those things are pretty cool. and i'd do this all with love <3
cyanea:
yeah. well, you deserve it
*hugs*
*hugs*
Oh my fucking wow. a 24 hour shift is way too long. 
Now that i'm finally done i'm done for today. time to crash. I'm out. 
Now that i'm finally done i'm done for today.
time to crash. I'm out.
cyanea:
no. it doesn't count. because i don't even know what you're talking about.
cyanea:
yeah. i deserved that hang-up.
Ah, life is crazy, and i love it.
carols_way:
indeed it is.
cyanea:
no you don't. you're such a liar 
Happy Breakup Day
cyanea:
that doesn't count as an update
I don't know what's going on anymore,
Have you ever felt like you don't know what to do. I mean not like when you have the hardest decision to make, or any decision at all. Have you ever felt like you don't know what you want anymore. Have you ever got to where you want to be, and sat back and thought , "is this...
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Have you ever felt like you don't know what to do. I mean not like when you have the hardest decision to make, or any decision at all. Have you ever felt like you don't know what you want anymore. Have you ever got to where you want to be, and sat back and thought , "is this...
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cyanea:
one time, when i was in like....5th grade and eminem was just getting popular. i totally spelled his "name"..... m&m. everyone laughed at me.
i think i have a problem with m's.
i need to work on that.
you're not young. you're an old man and you have no life left, actually.
and you are a bastard. but not emotional at all.
you know what i think? i think you and i should bake cookies and watch porn together.
xxx
i think i have a problem with m's.
i need to work on that.
you're not young. you're an old man and you have no life left, actually.
and you are a bastard. but not emotional at all.
you know what i think? i think you and i should bake cookies and watch porn together.
xxx
shiro:
lol damn if u worked for sg id be in xzxx
Well, happy new year to everyone and may it be better than any that have come before it.
I hope all of your holiday's were as fun and crazy as mine. I decided to drive all the way home to Ohio for some reason. It ended up being a crazy adventure. I made it back in 35 hours of straight driving to arrive back in...
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I hope all of your holiday's were as fun and crazy as mine. I decided to drive all the way home to Ohio for some reason. It ended up being a crazy adventure. I made it back in 35 hours of straight driving to arrive back in...
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nocturnalchilde:
Glad I could be part of the fun & craziness. I wish you the best New Year yet.
cyanea:
i can probably think of a few more things that i want......
yay, went and bought new buttons for my jacket.
watched the movie a clockwork orange. that movie is fucked up and awesome at the same time. also watched beetlejuice. that movie is kick ass. micheal keaton plays the part so well.
i guess i should put up some pictures on here sometime. i'll have to do that some time sonn, probably when i get back...
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watched the movie a clockwork orange. that movie is fucked up and awesome at the same time. also watched beetlejuice. that movie is kick ass. micheal keaton plays the part so well.
i guess i should put up some pictures on here sometime. i'll have to do that some time sonn, probably when i get back...
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cyanea:
it's dye. but it's pretty damn close to my natural color. thank you you are too sweet
you are too sweet
nebelle:
thank you darlin happy new year to you too
all right, back in from the cold. damn straight, i couldn't feel my toes some nights. gotta love a hot shower after being in the same clothes for a week. ugh i smelled something aweful. now my cats won't leave me alone cause their attention whores and need to be pet every second their awake. but i guess they deserve it for staying out of...
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dmonikal:
maybe your cats just like your aweful smell!? my cat seems to enjoy bad smells for some reason lol she likes lying on my dirty clothes and licking them. hmmmm...
elusivedragonfly:
your cats are adorable 
oh here we go....
welp i'm off to go play war games for a week, fun stuff. see everybody in a week.
peace
welp i'm off to go play war games for a week, fun stuff. see everybody in a week.
peace
niobe:
Good luck.
brielle:
...er...Have fun!...