nmatte

Oh the lonliness of love......

at the time, and for quiet some time. i belong to another, but i fear it shall not last. while it is my fault that everything is screwed up, i am trying everything that i can to make it up to her. alas all i get is mixed signals. she talks to me as if were friends, but if i even try to hold here hand, hug her, even just make physical cotact with her its as if i am a disease. she tells me that she doesn't feel comfortable around me, and that now i give her anxiety attacks. it is all that i can do to keep from total depression and i am not willing to throw away such a relationship as ours. if you have any advice leave me a note plz