So, it has definitely been a while since I posted, hope that everyone is doing well. Some recent things and things that happened in the past 2 months then.
Tonight I went to a zombie rave at Webster Hall, it was pretty kick ass and a lot of fun, we brought molly along so everything felt perfect. We celebrated a friend's birthday by getting zombie makeup and just going wild. Speaking about zombie I also went to the Brooklyn zombie pub crawl. Was a good time, only thing I think would have been better is if they had more bars participating in the crawl and a bigger space for the after party.
Bought my tickets for NY Comic Con (3 day pass), Electric Zoo (Saturday) and Sensation (Saturday) which was god that I had already paid for them but now I owe the dentist around $5K for a root canal and filling several cavities. Started taking much better care of my teeth but still sucks that I owe so much money especially for something I probably should have prevented *sigh*. Worst part about the money I got to pay dentist is that I can really see my therapist no more it would be too much.
Recently I feel I realized that I'm not sure how much I live for myself. I am not really having the energy to make myself proceed in life. I feel for the longest time I lived for others, it could be a good thing, helping people out and trying to make other people proud, but I need to learn to do these things for myself. We'll see how it goes.
I am going to Cuba later this summer (July 22nd) with my family. My sisters and I were all born in the States (btw Happy 4th of July!) but my parents both came from Cuba, my mom in 1970 (5) and my dad in 1971 (13). So for my mom it isn't as important, but my dad is super psyched to be going on this trip. It'll be fun, I'll get the meet family I never knew and see a Communist State up close as well as smoke my face off with Cuban cigars.
Overall right now my mood is pretty good, could definitely by the molly but life is pretty good and fair. I need to get myself going with my future and I will probably have to cut down on the partying. It's about time and I want to be able to move out on my own in the city and just have my life here versus in NJ. I turned 24 in April and I guess I should grow up a bit lol.
I definitely will think of more stuff to fill in this later, it's just late and tomorrow will probably be a long day. I hope that everyone takes care of themselves and I hope you are all well!
Cheers,
Frankie
Tonight I went to a zombie rave at Webster Hall, it was pretty kick ass and a lot of fun, we brought molly along so everything felt perfect. We celebrated a friend's birthday by getting zombie makeup and just going wild. Speaking about zombie I also went to the Brooklyn zombie pub crawl. Was a good time, only thing I think would have been better is if they had more bars participating in the crawl and a bigger space for the after party.
Bought my tickets for NY Comic Con (3 day pass), Electric Zoo (Saturday) and Sensation (Saturday) which was god that I had already paid for them but now I owe the dentist around $5K for a root canal and filling several cavities. Started taking much better care of my teeth but still sucks that I owe so much money especially for something I probably should have prevented *sigh*. Worst part about the money I got to pay dentist is that I can really see my therapist no more it would be too much.
Recently I feel I realized that I'm not sure how much I live for myself. I am not really having the energy to make myself proceed in life. I feel for the longest time I lived for others, it could be a good thing, helping people out and trying to make other people proud, but I need to learn to do these things for myself. We'll see how it goes.
I am going to Cuba later this summer (July 22nd) with my family. My sisters and I were all born in the States (btw Happy 4th of July!) but my parents both came from Cuba, my mom in 1970 (5) and my dad in 1971 (13). So for my mom it isn't as important, but my dad is super psyched to be going on this trip. It'll be fun, I'll get the meet family I never knew and see a Communist State up close as well as smoke my face off with Cuban cigars.
Overall right now my mood is pretty good, could definitely by the molly but life is pretty good and fair. I need to get myself going with my future and I will probably have to cut down on the partying. It's about time and I want to be able to move out on my own in the city and just have my life here versus in NJ. I turned 24 in April and I guess I should grow up a bit lol.
I definitely will think of more stuff to fill in this later, it's just late and tomorrow will probably be a long day. I hope that everyone takes care of themselves and I hope you are all well!
Cheers,
Frankie