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Wednesday Apr 20, 2005

Apr 20, 2005
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So i was in the shower, taking my last relaxing take all the time i want shower for the next couple days, and had another productive idea moment.

i was singing an original rock ballad with lyrics from old school gangster rap, 80's pop, and all the super annoying popular songs like the thong song. i was also making different shampoo hair styles in my shaving mirror (and i for one think i would look sexy with hair gelled into ram horns biggrin )

anyway, for some reason "think outside the box" popped into my head, and right after that was in there, i thought "hey that would really go well as a porn title.

but enough about crazy stuff like that, my boring ass life needs to be put into writing so the world can see how sad it is.


my girlfriend is finally returning tomorrow evening. after 4 months studying north of London, i will get to hold her again. it hasn't really sunk in, and i don't think it will till the all knowing tv's at the airport say her plane has arrived. but i get to worry about her getting home safely from 6AM till 8:15PM because that is the total travel time. which will kill me. i have flown many many times before, i have been traveling by plane by myself since i was 7. i have experienced turbulance that has lifted me from my seat and caused me to hit my head on the ceiling of the plane. (and the landing from being tossed wasn't any less painful my tail bone landed smack on the seat belt buckle. and then the seat belt light came on, timely.)

but that was me, by myself. this is the woman i love, who is on her way back to me. everything has been completely out of my hands. i haven't been able to be there to at least try and look over her, and be there to protect her if she needed it. and now that her return is so close, i have to suffer though 14 hours of not knowing if all is well till i see her walking toward me.

but i guess i should be attempting to get to bed, get my 6 hours of sleep, and prepare for a stressful day. but a happy day, that will turn into what looks to be a very good night. i will be completely content to just be able to hold her. still hasn't hit me yet, but i get goosebumps thinking about getting to hold her again, and the thought makes me very happy.

goodnight
helena:
aww, thats so cute.

thanks for your comment!! biggrin
kiss
May 2, 2005
krim:
Mooninites!!!
May 20, 2005

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