If you haven't read it or heard it enough... Merry Christmas.

Work is hella boring as usual. Working here, we get a free meal. The price is right, but usually the food is pretty crappy. The diner was closed Christmas Eve, so the meal for everyone today was turkey sandwiches and brocoli (i don't spell it, and i don't eat it). Usually the meal is good during the day, because you get to choose what you want off the buffet, but night audit gets whatever the cooks decide we get. No matter what else is on the plate, you can count on green beans. It drives me insane. I don't eat veggies.

But enough of my complaining about free food

My Christmas Eve was pretty good. Had to get up earlier than I would have liked, but it was to go spend the evening with my girl and her family. It was a ok time. Church, a meal, and presents. Her family's christmas has become what I look forward to this time of the year. Christmas was never a really big event in my house. With my tiny family of my mom, sister, and me around the tiny fake tree. Tons of presents back in the day, but now it is pretty well another day. A new tiny fake tree that now has it's own lights, and the whole family is working at different times.

Her family has many people, lots of gifts being exchanged, along with stories and laughs. It just feels right, and kind of depresses me. Because I know I have missed out of a lot of family things over the years. My small family is ok, but I can't stop feeling jealous.

I should have a few presents waiting for me next to the tiny fake tree on the counter. Something to help me through the last hour and fifteen minutes of work. Then sleep and then the me lady is coming over. Good day ahead.