I hate money. It is the biggest thing in the way of everything I want. Not material things, but simple things like marriage and a family. Every time I think about marrying my girlfriend, I just see that I don't have much to offer her. And that is just plain depressing. I want to get her the engagement ring she wants and deserves, but can't afford it. And then after that paying for a wedding, and then a place to live. Money Money Money.

If only no one had to worry about money. Oh well. Guess I will have to work a couple of jobs and try and continue with school.