nivoldoog

RAWR

I am in a weird spot in life right now... Have no idea what I want in life. Well I know what I want... Its not money, not a beatufull woman, fuck cars, fuck status... I just want to be happy, Well since thats out of the question for now... Is it worth my happyness to fuck myself now... and possably later in life, for that happyness. Sure money cant buy it, but not having it may lose it for you.

I am kind of getting tired of the Rockstar life as well... Sure its fun... but it only cheap thrills. Looking for more BOOM for my buck... Time... Energy... Specially since I am low on all three of those accounts.

I need more real times... Friends... Family... Someone special possable(This is where the woman comes it... But the first two should do for now) But alas... Relising my friends... and only drinking buddies, Family... Far away... Dont talk alot... and Big distnace there, not only travel time, but emotionaly too.

Ehh... It may be a weird spot... but for the first time in a LONG time... I feel as tho I got something to look forward too... not just living day by day... But thinking about next week as well....

But what ever happens.... I still be "SONIC mother fuckin BOOM bitches...."