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nirvanasaint

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To be back..

Sep 10, 2022
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Hello lovelies! Remember me? 💖

It’s exactly 3 AM while I’m writing you after quite a while.. and yet I opened my profile to find so many notifications and messages and in general lovely things - just how sweet are you? Thank you for thinking of me even while I was away, it warmed my heart and I really needed that! 💕

It’s been a rough year, with my father’s illness (and in general all of my family to the hospital - yes, dog included 😅) and many personal conflicts and breakups, I’ve been so deeply depressed that I just wanted to disappear from anything and anyone - thing that I actually did, and that’s why here we are.

I’m spending some time back to Naples with my family, now that the worst is over and we can simply be happy all together, and oh boy, if that’s regenerating! Usually I don’t like spending too much time here since my life is nowadays based in Paris, but having the chance, being lucky enough to still have my parents and having the possibility to enjoy them is priceless - something I didn’t realise until I was faced with the possibility of losing all of it.

So here I am, back to life after that very long, black period of my life, made of a depression so deep I won’t even explain that. I thought it was never going to pass, but eventually it did - like it always does.

So, on a light hearted hand, my next set is coming up in 4 weeks and 1 day - eeeek!

And there’s more - I’ll be uploading another one tomorrow during the day, which I like even better than the one coming (which is bomb already, I mean, look at that peachy shoot here), so.. eeeek!

I can only close this post by saying.. welcome back Vana, I really missed you being you 💓

See you soon 🌿

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
jimmybondy:
... and I wish you and your family the best for the future.
Oct 22, 2022
nirvanasaint:
@jimmybondy thank you 💓
Oct 22, 2022

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