nirbhao

I don't know what to say. I'm not really procrastinating anymore. I don't think.

I don't hate John. that's actually the problem.

I think.

it has occurred to me that everything bold and dashing I've done, I've been able to do because it didn't matter if I failed. I dropped out of highschool becuase I got into college. I rocked out the LSAT because I would have been plenty happy finishing my BFA. I can make art because it doesn't matter if it sucks.

so now, it's okay if I don't make it back into law school. right?

naw, I don't know. I'm still having trouble disconnecting the study of law and the hole in my heart.

but if I don't get in, it won't hurt anything to have applied.