nirbhao

I need an oil change
and gas
I need to exchange my new bra
get a prescription refilled
take my medication every day
call this knitting lady
fax that paperwork
there's something else but I can't remember
I have it written down

I don't not do these things because I don't have the money (like my dad thinks) or the desire
it's as if I don't have the time
it's as if stopping at a gas station or making that phone call will throw off my entire day
and I just can't have that