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Saturday Jul 21, 2007

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1. everyone deserves a friend so good as Morie. she and I had a Jimmy John's picnic and she rocks my box (figuratively, Nic!)

2 I got a new toy. happy one-year anniversary on my job! wee!


(my furry daughter)

4. I found a half-eaten chocolate easter bunny. it is now officially a five eighths eaten chocolate easter bunny.

5. I did not smoke. I was strong. (cue eye of the tiger)


I even went to a bar and didn't smoke. I drank and didn't smoke. yes, I wanted to smoke, but I did not.

6. at the bar, I talked with this family friend.... he is the youngest of three brothers, and he was a very close friend of my brother's. the middle brother and I dated ages ago. ages as in seven or eight years ago, which makes me feel very old. he is probably one of three of my "true loves," and to this day I think very highly of him.

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unfortunately I can't really think of him without thinking of that time in my life, and I stepped away for a moment and reflected on how I drive my partners to drink. granted, we both dealt with that trauma with severe self abuse. he got caught drunk driving twice and landed a tether. I found a mimbo so I could reacclimate myself to the human touch and wound up with chlamydia. it took me years before I opened the apology letter he wrote me when on step nine.

he's going to be a father soon.

less than a month ago, John told me that he felt as if he could not escape punishment from me having been raped.



7. this is the scar I will be covering with the fortune cookie tattoo:



8. it' good to leave reality every now and then. tomorrow, after work, I'm going to take in
a show and then vanish to my ghost world for a few days

9. I love using a narrow field of depth



10. ars artis ha ha








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shaneka:
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
Jul 22, 2007
ninjatoes:
I got your letter today... it totally gave me the warm fuzzies. Your furkid is sooooo beautiful.. choco lab? I'm so going to sneak up behind you and steal your camera. Ok. Maybe not. Hey! Take a picture of these! *flashes boobies* teehee

And good job on the not smoking. Are you on the Chantix still?

Wanna hear something so dorky you can't HELP but giggle?

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I'm now trying to coordinate my Chicago trip so I can go to the Stargate convention. I'm a fucking dork.

Jul 23, 2007

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