1. I am the fucking shit. hellz yes.
(eye of the tiger, baby! Yeah!)
okay, so anyway, why my day rawked:
2. I had a non-drama interaction with John. Go me! I love this guy, and I want to be a person I can still like around him. Today, I had a success.
3. my cunt-bubble coworker was a cunt bubble coworker, and I found a fantastic solution to one of her nastinesses. I transferred a call to her, not knowing it was her son, and she totally bit my head off about it. my goodness, woman! She never fucking answers the phone, and I was busy enough that I didn't look at the caller id. he gave me a pretend name and that's who I told her it was. He actually has a pretty dry sense of humor, so the pretend names are usually hilarious if you stop to think about them. I didn't. I had five things going on at the same time. So for the rest of the day, when people called for her, I just did a direct transfer. Every single time she made a comment about how she's sitting right there and why can't I tell her who it is, but I'm not her fucking secretary. She can either answer the phone as much as the rest of us in the department or she can chill the fuck out.
4. We were really busy at work today, which is good because that way I can stay focused on WORKING and not worrying.
5. I got a statement about my 401K and I am so proud of myself! It kind of helps, considering that what meager stock I have left is currently circling the toilet drain. (shakes fist at stupid sub-prime mortgage stuff taking bank stock out at the knees)
6. I rode my bike to a movie!!!!! The last time I tried biking to the theater, I freaked out and decided that I was dying AFTER getting to the top of a monster hill. It's a good thing I have awesome friends like Sara, who are patient and understanding enough to talk me down. Anyway, I went non-monster hill route to the theater, and then on my way home I tackled the monster hill for the second time, and I did not get off my bike once. I'm sure I look silly, practically growling at the inclines that THIS HILL WILL NOT CONQUER ME, but it works.
7. 1408 is an awesome movie. I felt like it was an homage to both House of Leaves and The Yellow Wallpaper, but it's possible that I just saw a lot of connections in that those are two of the best pieces of literature I have read with unreliable narrators. In fact, if you want to get really picky, I think there might even be some dem references. Hmmmm..
8. There are about seventeen hundred movies coming out soon that I want to see. Maybe it's just my pure infatuation with everything around me right now, but I think I need to see The Simpson Movie, Stardust, Balls of Fury, Hairspray, Chuck and Larry, Hot Rod, Fat Girls, Shoot 'Em Up, and Wrist Cutters: A Love Story. Okay, so that's only nine, but I'm sure there will be more.
9. I did not feel like I needed a nap at all today. However, it is now late and I'm pretty damn tired.
10. I have a Strongbow. what a great way to end my week and evening.
sooooo.... I don't think I want to go back on my medication. I think I just have to make the effort to act like a human being. I wouldn't be where I am without the drugs, and so I don't regret any of my decisions. I just think that all therapies should be reviewed for their necessity.
(eye of the tiger, baby! Yeah!)
okay, so anyway, why my day rawked:
2. I had a non-drama interaction with John. Go me! I love this guy, and I want to be a person I can still like around him. Today, I had a success.
3. my cunt-bubble coworker was a cunt bubble coworker, and I found a fantastic solution to one of her nastinesses. I transferred a call to her, not knowing it was her son, and she totally bit my head off about it. my goodness, woman! She never fucking answers the phone, and I was busy enough that I didn't look at the caller id. he gave me a pretend name and that's who I told her it was. He actually has a pretty dry sense of humor, so the pretend names are usually hilarious if you stop to think about them. I didn't. I had five things going on at the same time. So for the rest of the day, when people called for her, I just did a direct transfer. Every single time she made a comment about how she's sitting right there and why can't I tell her who it is, but I'm not her fucking secretary. She can either answer the phone as much as the rest of us in the department or she can chill the fuck out.
4. We were really busy at work today, which is good because that way I can stay focused on WORKING and not worrying.
5. I got a statement about my 401K and I am so proud of myself! It kind of helps, considering that what meager stock I have left is currently circling the toilet drain. (shakes fist at stupid sub-prime mortgage stuff taking bank stock out at the knees)
6. I rode my bike to a movie!!!!! The last time I tried biking to the theater, I freaked out and decided that I was dying AFTER getting to the top of a monster hill. It's a good thing I have awesome friends like Sara, who are patient and understanding enough to talk me down. Anyway, I went non-monster hill route to the theater, and then on my way home I tackled the monster hill for the second time, and I did not get off my bike once. I'm sure I look silly, practically growling at the inclines that THIS HILL WILL NOT CONQUER ME, but it works.
7. 1408 is an awesome movie. I felt like it was an homage to both House of Leaves and The Yellow Wallpaper, but it's possible that I just saw a lot of connections in that those are two of the best pieces of literature I have read with unreliable narrators. In fact, if you want to get really picky, I think there might even be some dem references. Hmmmm..
8. There are about seventeen hundred movies coming out soon that I want to see. Maybe it's just my pure infatuation with everything around me right now, but I think I need to see The Simpson Movie, Stardust, Balls of Fury, Hairspray, Chuck and Larry, Hot Rod, Fat Girls, Shoot 'Em Up, and Wrist Cutters: A Love Story. Okay, so that's only nine, but I'm sure there will be more.
9. I did not feel like I needed a nap at all today. However, it is now late and I'm pretty damn tired.
10. I have a Strongbow. what a great way to end my week and evening.
sooooo.... I don't think I want to go back on my medication. I think I just have to make the effort to act like a human being. I wouldn't be where I am without the drugs, and so I don't regret any of my decisions. I just think that all therapies should be reviewed for their necessity.
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c6h12o6:
You're priceless lol. Of course the two don't connect. At all.
ninjatoes:
I seriously need someone to tell me i'm not losing my mind