nirbhao

I feel unspeakably disabled right now.

I used to think I was good at my job. today, I feel like there's no way for me to even know if I was the world's stupidest person.

I'm there because of my dad. there's really no doubt about that. I feel like I'm held pretty accountable, but am I? or does he just keep me in a position where I can't really do any damage? am I a liability?

I've had this art that I've been agonizing over for a while.

fuck it.