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Monday Oct 02, 2006

Oct 2, 2006
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I thought I was going to die yesterday.

quite literally.

and I made a prayer that I needed to die with a clearer mind and a cleaner conscious.

which surprised me.

I've been so ready to die for so long. suicidal for so long.

not yesterday.

not today.

and god I've never coughed so hard or hurt so bad.

and then I slept for eighteen hours.
giggles:
oh my are you ok?
Oct 2, 2006
frolleinsuzy:
Sweetie, dont feel sad. Send you lots of kisses kiss kiss kiss
Oct 2, 2006

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