excuse me while I'm distracted away from interweb land.
I've been sleeping a lot. and working when I'm not sleeping. and trying to be a good patient. (I'm not a very good patient)
I got a $100 car wash today. I didn't pay $100. I won it for kicking ass at my job. sometimes I feel like I kick ass at my job. other times, I feel like I want to kick people in the knees.
monday I called my gynecologist because I've been bleeding like woah. she asked if I could come in that day. when your doctor asks that, what can you say but yes? I had an exam, a pap smear, blood work to check my thyroid (I take thyroid medication), got a prescription for BV that won't die, and she ordered an ultrasound. so yesterday I had the ultrasound, and I could tell that my IUD was way over to one side and that I have a crap-load of cysts on my right ovary. (I did work at a gynecology clinic when I was in college) I don't know if any of that matters, though. I'm not a doctor. heh.
so tomorrow, I have my endoscopy, and I am very glad that I won't be conscious and that I won't remember it. it's at 6:45 in the morning. I am both curious about and terrified of what they will find.
honestly, right now I just want to be better. I'm tired of appointments and feeling nauseaus and hurting and not having an appetite. which I write after inhaling a chocolate muffin. heh.it seems I can eat just fine once I start...
h'okay. enough complaining. time for some lovin'.
I've been sleeping a lot. and working when I'm not sleeping. and trying to be a good patient. (I'm not a very good patient)
I got a $100 car wash today. I didn't pay $100. I won it for kicking ass at my job. sometimes I feel like I kick ass at my job. other times, I feel like I want to kick people in the knees.
monday I called my gynecologist because I've been bleeding like woah. she asked if I could come in that day. when your doctor asks that, what can you say but yes? I had an exam, a pap smear, blood work to check my thyroid (I take thyroid medication), got a prescription for BV that won't die, and she ordered an ultrasound. so yesterday I had the ultrasound, and I could tell that my IUD was way over to one side and that I have a crap-load of cysts on my right ovary. (I did work at a gynecology clinic when I was in college) I don't know if any of that matters, though. I'm not a doctor. heh.
so tomorrow, I have my endoscopy, and I am very glad that I won't be conscious and that I won't remember it. it's at 6:45 in the morning. I am both curious about and terrified of what they will find.
honestly, right now I just want to be better. I'm tired of appointments and feeling nauseaus and hurting and not having an appetite. which I write after inhaling a chocolate muffin. heh.it seems I can eat just fine once I start...
h'okay. enough complaining. time for some lovin'.
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