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give love to Morie!
go answer questions at xxfridayfive!

I can't sleep because the new drug my head doctor gave me to augment my anti-depressants (which, on-label, are used to keep people awake) is really working for its intended purpose and the drug the er doctor gave me to make my belly feel better (which, on-label, is used to treat ulcers) is not working at all.

exploding belly + alert me = not going to sleep anytime soon

I'm remembering why I hate collections. tomorrow is the last day of the month so everyone has totally raw nerves. add on top of that that I wasn't supposed to be doing collections and someone that a lot of people liked got fired yesterday for a complete disregard of the schedule and I'm now taking her place. not so good. fortunately, everyone is being pretty nice to me, except the space invader.

actually, she's pretty amusing, because I'm actually returning to this company, so I know pretty much everyone and everyone is being very nice to me, whereas they don't know her as well. one of my coworkers tonight was actually introducing me to her and telling her about me. awkward!

Palmer is guarding the door. she is the best dog ever. especially because she puts up with me when I'm all mopey and have mommy-itis and am not very strong about being single. my goodness, girl! it hasn't even been three months! get ahold of yourself!
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drsprite:
Nothing is too personal for me talk about after being poked and proded and examined like the goddamn Elephant Man. This cat's 9 lives are well spent. Lets just say I've been through a series of near death experiences. I have always loved life despite my pessimistic views. When children (me in the 4th grade) are forced into a traumatic event (severe concussion), their daydreams become focused on measuring one's life. The mind is never again in a state of absolute zero. Depression is created simply by witnessing how careless people are with their lives. Everything becomes elucidated. I can't bring myself to look people in the eye sometimes because I understand their trauma and 80% of it is self-inflicted. Very accident prone, the specifics are unnecessary. I've awaken in enough pools of my own blood, puke, and piss to truly judge my own worth.
Depression is a fully developed adult emotion. Children should not experience this weight, for everything a child does is an Expression of emotion.
Sorry for the ramble, I could go on for days explaining the importance of knowing the fragility of one's sanity.

ARRR!!!
Jun 30, 2006
rin:
haha, silly library-rin me! when you wrote collections i automatically thought books. you know, library collections? heh.
Jun 30, 2006

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