Tuesday Jun 13, 2006

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I spent a lot of time on the phone yesterday.

mostly I'm learning that my oxygen-deprived brain requires more money that I have.

I was also told that I'm very cruel, and as I was falling asleep, I apologized for what I could-- not keeping it to myself.

I had told someone that he didn't deserve my forgiveness.

this morning I missed a blocked call. it could have been him. it could have been a million other people.

there was no message.

nothing to get my hopes up over.
eddie:
hehe, naked underneath clothes.
escapeodt:
yeah, i know what you mean...i've worked some pretty scummy jobs in my time. i think the worst was probably scrubbing toilets in an all boys school... =/ i did that for two years...if i can handle that, i can handle anything! heh. i'm signed up to just about every job agency in the area, but there just doesn't seem to be anything going =( part of the problem is that i'm only going to be living here for the next month or so before i move back to liverpool where i come from, and so nobody wants to take somebody on for such a short period of time. it's a pretty crappy situation =( i guess i'll just have to keep on trying and hope that somthing comes my way soon...

Certainly sounds as though you spent an awful lot of time on the phone lately. for what it's worth, i don't think you're cruel at all... =/

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