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i have that feeling where i wish i was dead.
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samling:
i just sent you an email. let me know if you need any more help. smile
thenine:
Shirts would do fine. Mass destruction shirts that is. As long as they are woven as such. I'd wear one. Although I presume I wouldn't wear it long...chuckle.
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now that christmas day has actually passed, i want no trace of it around anymore.

i want to be out of the house and back at work

im fed up of stupid sentimental television.

bah humbug.
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after about 3 bottles of wine i think im rather drunk.

just been for my sections work meal. food was excellent as was the wine. talked lots of crap but had fun, at my parents now and my dads going to have to drive me home because im so intoxicated. going out tonight and misaki was meant to be coming but she text me and...
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eilidh:
omg wine gets me pissed tongue i rem i dranks so much red wine i started being sick then i was crying cos i thought the wine i was bringing up was blood tongue

i went 2 the hair stylists and they stripped it and put highlights in it.. they said each time i go back they will but more on and its a gradual process. but i have no money 2 get it done again frown

omg i fucking love my little pony.
libra:
hope you have a fab christmas and its full of what you want!!!


Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
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i feel like death.

work xmas party last night very very drunk.

blush

did some things i probably shouldnt have whilst at my place of employment.

my camera battery has died. boooooo

2 more days of work then im off for xmas. yay!!
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misaki_____:
yeah i do fancy going, cool. NO idea where money will come from but hey dont care!

I think i am officially single again :*(
misaki_____:
Deffo comin'; out tomorrow night, if you still wanna, not been on a weds for agggggggges. Cant even remember the last time, sorry not texting you but have no credit, and what little money i have is being saved for tomorrow lol biggrin

Only thing banned from conversation tomorrow night is relationships, or mine anyway lol.
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so I am the fattest i have ever been, hmm and how do i react to this finding - put my dressing gown on and eat chocolate.

bah, i'll have to be cut out of my house soon if i carry on the way im going.

ive decided my hair isnt really brown at all, its ginger and so im forced to be a gingernut...
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libra:
i do that with the chocolate too we are our own worst enemies!!!
imyourgodnow:
mmmmmmmm chocolates cant stop buying rum truffles at the min smile think ill be like michellin man after xmas tongue
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i feel like shit.

like im not a real person, somehow sub-human.

my hair is now mid brownish.

i feel hugely fat and ugly and i dont want to face the world.
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saffa:
i smell some one talking pooo
there is nothing wrong with you biggrin biggrin
hope you feel better soon kiss kiss
thenine:
Wooo! New profile pic! Yay!
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yay for new profile pic even if it is completely with out make up and i look dog rough.

finished my application form at last!

not feeling xmassy at all - i still have all my presents to buy and no money, it sucks.

on the + side crayonscars got me shiny shiny new shoes the other day but i'm not allowed to have them...
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imyourgodnow:
pics not that bad jesus mines bad eeek sounds like its goin well at the minute with you 2 hope it can stay that way for ya wink
saffa:
haha well hope he buys you loads of them then tongue tongue
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whats new.


went to leeds yesterday. got lost on the way there. resulting in much stress. I had a headache. Went in to physical poetry for the boy to speak to a tattooist in there about one of his arms. tattooist was not there so ended up sat drinking tea with the piercer talking about the boys gammy ear and what he could do if...
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misaki_____:
hahaha. bet if the lights were on you'd would of been blushing (lucky cow lol)
saffa:
ah i see sounds a bit complicated though confused confused
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so my tattoo is finished. and i have a new pair of spirals unfortunately i can only get one in and my other ear just bleeds at me.

the drama with crayonscars continues. he still speaks to the girl mentioned in my previous journal but apparently t was only the once and it was just to explain that what happened was a mistake, blah.

me...
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misaki_____:
Meh Yup to york. And if i have any ideas ill let u know, i think i randomly and drunkenly ranted at him on friday night, oh well he deserves it whatever

Why do we always end up in relationship crap at similar times, do we just pick badly ?
misaki_____:
how the hell is that possible i told him he was an idiot and should try his damdest tomake things upto you, he just alughed at everything i said?!
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so advice please people.

This morning i find my boyfriends phone. i have a look through it. Find a text he sent to some girl saying 'send me a picture of your tits, i'll wank over it i promise wink'

i go tell him he's finished and im leaving. His explanation is that it means nothing, it's just a bit of fun, its not like...
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misaki_____:
Not surprised you feel meh. Although the mehness will fade hopefully.
As for the exam...gah its scary stuff half of it which i dont remember.
Think i might check up on SB sets too, purely from an objective point of view of course
brogan:
lol pants as in underwear pants or just pants pants? tongue