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nirauan

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Thursday Nov 17, 2005

Nov 17, 2005
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i feel sick

i want to cry - i am crying

i want my mum to come and tell me everything will be ok and i want to be able to believe her

i wish i had listened to my mum months ago because she was right

i want security

i want to feel loved but im not.

i want to feel special and not one in a long line

i want people to stop making me feel ugly - worthless

i want never gets.
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misaki_____:
Woo i get it now. yeah i have that urge too tonight (hmm could sound a little odd) I swear i could copy and paste your comments into my journal exactly how i feel frown Oh well can yay or nay later biggrin
Nov 17, 2005
imyourgodnow:
what do you do if ya dont mind me asking?
should know next week if i get my move up the ladder smile
Nov 18, 2005

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