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so advice please people.

This morning i find my boyfriends phone. i have a look through it. Find a text he sent to some girl saying 'send me a picture of your tits, i'll wank over it i promise wink'

i go tell him he's finished and im leaving. His explanation is that it means nothing, it's just a bit of fun, its not like...
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misaki_____:
Not surprised you feel meh. Although the mehness will fade hopefully.
As for the exam...gah its scary stuff half of it which i dont remember.
Think i might check up on SB sets too, purely from an objective point of view of course
brogan:
lol pants as in underwear pants or just pants pants? tongue
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i feel a bit weird today (but then i hardly ever seem normal)

im somewhat cheerier today - maybe the thought of only having to work half a day tomorrow is whats doing it, or could it be because im getting my hair cut tomorow afternoon, or because in a weeks time my tattoo will be finished.

i have to tidy up and wash up...
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thenine:
I got a color printer for my comp. That was cool.
vivere_pericolos:
yes yes it was nice..This weekend will be nice too..You must post some pics of your haircut and your finished tatoo...
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i've got to that stage where i'm wishing i was dead.

i have a lot to think about.

financial loss or happiness? or if not happiness then maybe just less unhappiness.

should i just admit defeat.
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thenine:
I'm alright I guess.

I've been doing school work all day, which is lame. But it's been foggy here so I've been enjoying that immensely.

Last night I had a bit of an argument with a friend, but we're alright now I think.

Aside from that, I'm just trying to get through another week. I'm generally lonely and tired.
misaki_____:
yeahi know hehe. yeah can go sheff, watch u be in pain rather than me lol, let me know when u are going. I have ran outta battery so sorry if i dont reply...hope everythihng is okay your end too..can discuss later!! biggrin biggrin
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i feel sick

i want to cry - i am crying

i want my mum to come and tell me everything will be ok and i want to be able to believe her

i wish i had listened to my mum months ago because she was right

i want security

i want to feel loved but im not.

i want to feel special and not...
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misaki_____:
Woo i get it now. yeah i have that urge too tonight (hmm could sound a little odd) I swear i could copy and paste your comments into my journal exactly how i feel frown Oh well can yay or nay later biggrin
imyourgodnow:
what do you do if ya dont mind me asking?
should know next week if i get my move up the ladder smile
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**big giant sigh**

whatever

work is being terribly stressful at the moment. I need to start acting more like a boss and less like a pleb.

I feel better at home. Maybe it's because i'm a bit less hormonal.

At my parents house now, its really nice seeing my little brother and sister and i've managed to change my profile pic, even if it is to...
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thenine:
I sleep because of stress:
(a) stress of school
(b) stress of total lack of love life
(c) stress of impending real life after school is done.

Sleep lets me dream of better things. smile

thenine:
spelling is over-rated. smile

I've been told the same thing about the opposite sex before. Still doesn't make me feel much better. But that's hardly anything anyone else would care about.
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the things which bothered me before may well be turning into insurmountable problems.

frown


I have no photo's of me on this computer so I can't change my profile pic. boooo
thenine:
I think Dreams are fine mode of introduction. I kind of have a facination with Dreams. So I'm always looking for someone who'll share.

Howl's Moving Castle was awesome. And yeah, I'm a big Miyazaki fan.

Anyway, it's nice to meet you.

smile
thenine:
Omoide Poroporo (Only Yesterday). Although I admit I havn't seen this one yet. Which is kinda sad... frown I'll have to check it out.
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i moved. i now officially live in shitty hull.

i feel unhappy.
imyourgodnow:
it cant be worse than shitty rotherham damn its crap now mad hate them all
imyourgodnow:
update new fashion for emo men is ladies jeans coss there tight fitting arrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggg damn morons glad im different
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ARGHHHH!

I'm so stressed and angry at the world!

not even trying to bait stupid little shits on myspace is satiating my distaste for the rest of the world.

I swear as soon as beating someone to death with a crowbar is legalised I will be the first one off the blocks! bagsy all the no personality identikit kids. If you don't use your brain...
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brogan:
hehe do u reckon?i could try smile
lol awwww u descovered the joys of myspace then wink
imyourgodnow:
few sheep round here who could do with a good beating,ill let ya know when im gonna do it ya can join me mad mad
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well, i was right, i have an infection but its not gone to my kidneys, so ive been given antibiotics which would probably work on an elephant. im still in a fair bit of pain but the worst of it is that my body seems to have lost all its ability to regulate its temperature, frown

so ive been in bed all weekend, which i would...
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imyourgodnow:
thanks for that smile
sorry to here that your still sick hope you get well soon,got ET dvd today!! got plenty of chocs and beer in so let ya know later what i think of it, wink
imyourgodnow:
just watched ET film at last good smile really enjoyed it
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so as of next saturday i will be living with a boy! scary scary exciting stuff.

in other news, im not very well at the moment, puke my back hurts and i some kind of infection in my kidneys or something so doctors appopintment tomorrow.

i got some ace monster fur today which im making into a caveman costume for halloween for the boy.

i dont...
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imyourgodnow:
well done on gettin somewhere to live smile
sorry to here about your back hope you get better soon wink ill be out then its my birthday so make best of both days,must remember to put a mask on this year scared too many kids last year eh eh tongue
brogan:
im attempting2find somewhere else2work but meep *fingerscrossed* ooooh ru on about the chest surface piercing?lol my sociableness has gone down the drain this week oh well whatever lol if ur making a halloween costume for the boy why arnt u going out?!!
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went out last night. got really really drunk and had a generally ace time today i am hungover and my neck really hurts (most likely because of my dancing like an idiot)

today i am feeling happy, went to see a flat yesterday which looks like a distinct possibility, tomorrow evening im going out for tea with a work friend and then we are going...
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imyourgodnow:
looks like im gonna have to watch it then,
better stock up on suplies first smile
better be good wink
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im really really hacked off at the moment, im on the verge of grinding my teeth. see and i dont even have a real reason to be angry, i'm peeved because ive not found anywhere to live yet but im angry at the general stupidity of people. im fucking fed up of seeing people with identical haircuts wearing tiny skirts over fucking leggings with shit...
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imyourgodnow:
jesus thats how i feel same haircuts everday
where do i start with films same as yours
donnie darko rocks bit no one gets it why!!
star wars is the all time classic could watch them all day,might sound weird but naver seen ET
into jap films at minute