o2 suck cock in hell.
i got my replacement phone. but it still wont connect to the internet and still will not send or recieve multimedia messages. i rang them. they emailed me settings. which i set up. and the bastard still doesnt work properly.
added to that i feel like shit and i think i meant to be going out tonight.
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i got my replacement phone. but it still wont connect to the internet and still will not send or recieve multimedia messages. i rang them. they emailed me settings. which i set up. and the bastard still doesnt work properly.
added to that i feel like shit and i think i meant to be going out tonight.
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i went to a babies funeral today.
tomorrow i am going to see my little brother and sister, and i will not shout at my little brother if he wipes his nose on my sleeve again.
tomorrow i am going to see my little brother and sister, and i will not shout at my little brother if he wipes his nose on my sleeve again.
cdt21:
Indeed but you were quite justified 
Nice profile there, you are going through a lot right now, funerals are always tough but I can't imagine how much for a baby.
How old are brother and sister then? Far away or nearby?
Nice profile there, you are going through a lot right now, funerals are always tough but I can't imagine how much for a baby.
How old are brother and sister then? Far away or nearby?
cdt21:
wow they are little but htat's handy if they're only 15 mins aawy though you're rather handy for baby-sitting, I have a great niece and nephew 4 and 0.5 (!) I saw them at Xmas but they are 3hrs away in sunny Nottingham.
I think that was very good of you to attend, I can't really comment about your grandmas I lost mine many moons ago and had to sit an A-level whilst one of the funerals took place. (I failed the A-level anyway I should have been allowed to go to the funeral) I did see my Mother in such condition that I thought the next day was her last without a doubt but she pulled through it and went on another 2/3 years. It might have helped us a little more if the Hospital hadn't inferred it was the big C when it wasn't and guesstimated around 6 weeks.
I think that was very good of you to attend, I can't really comment about your grandmas I lost mine many moons ago and had to sit an A-level whilst one of the funerals took place. (I failed the A-level anyway I should have been allowed to go to the funeral) I did see my Mother in such condition that I thought the next day was her last without a doubt but she pulled through it and went on another 2/3 years. It might have helped us a little more if the Hospital hadn't inferred it was the big C when it wasn't and guesstimated around 6 weeks.
yes i do like that one james blunt song. it kind of suits my mood at the moment.
whoever doesnt like it can fuck off cos i dont give a shit. im not going to lower myself by saying that i dont like something when i do because its not 'punk/emo/stupidcore' enough.
ive just had a disagreement with the lizard and im not happy.
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whoever doesnt like it can fuck off cos i dont give a shit. im not going to lower myself by saying that i dont like something when i do because its not 'punk/emo/stupidcore' enough.
ive just had a disagreement with the lizard and im not happy.
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cdt21:
I'm sorry for my insensitive comment yesterday.
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
goodbye my friend
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cdt21:
Oh good you're going to shoot James Blunt .. about time 
One is the loneliest place in the World though...isn't it.
One is the loneliest place in the World though...isn't it.
bloomtoperish:
you like the gayness that is james blunt
*SLAPS HAND AND RUNS AWAY*
*SLAPS HAND AND RUNS AWAY*
i found out yesterday that a lady who i worked with's baby died from meningitis on saturday.
i feel so sad.
She only came back to work last week and then she had friday off because baby was ill.
Baby was concieved via IVF which somehow to me makes it worse. all that work and physical and emotional effort and then for this to happen....
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i feel so sad.
She only came back to work last week and then she had friday off because baby was ill.
Baby was concieved via IVF which somehow to me makes it worse. all that work and physical and emotional effort and then for this to happen....
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thenine:
sad.
misaki_____:
Yes i know what u mean (not about the online stalking mind...)
I keep wanting to say uill give u a text, damn phone.
I keep wanting to say uill give u a text, damn phone.
a very short update seen as im at my parents
crayonscars got me a bike for a present. its bluey and has shiny bits. i went out on it today and now my ass kills.
i have changed my hair again. now it is a bit darker and i dont like it. im going to wander around haridressers tomorrow to see if i can get...
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crayonscars got me a bike for a present. its bluey and has shiny bits. i went out on it today and now my ass kills.
i have changed my hair again. now it is a bit darker and i dont like it. im going to wander around haridressers tomorrow to see if i can get...
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mezra:
dont go hurting that ass
hope you had fun at the parents
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hope you had fun at the parents
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cdt21:
You need a gel saddle for added riding comfort 
I have one of those ten-speed racer bikes with a razor blade saddle so i'm eyeing up those Sakura electric bikes which look a lot less effort but a lot less cool
How many hours do you normally like to leave between hairstyles?
I have one of those ten-speed racer bikes with a razor blade saddle so i'm eyeing up those Sakura electric bikes which look a lot less effort but a lot less cool
How many hours do you normally like to leave between hairstyles?
i'm leaving
i'm leaving you all and running of to join the marquis and have chakotays babies
ohhh wait.
i've confused star trek with real life.
i'm leaving you all and running of to join the marquis and have chakotays babies
ohhh wait.
i've confused star trek with real life.
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misaki_____:
dissertations suck 
foralways:
well now you would.
argh. i just got half way through an update and it dissapeared stupid fucking internet
DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME INTERNET???? I HATE YOU!!!!
not only did it deleate my half completed journal entry it seems unwilling to change my profile pic as well. ive decided i dont like the one i have now. it doesnt look like me, what with it being smiley and...
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DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME INTERNET???? I HATE YOU!!!!
not only did it deleate my half completed journal entry it seems unwilling to change my profile pic as well. ive decided i dont like the one i have now. it doesnt look like me, what with it being smiley and...
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mezra:
i like the pro pic
i say think like a vulcan couse they are cool
hope things get better at work
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i say think like a vulcan couse they are cool
hope things get better at work
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misaki_____:
ye hope the work situation gets better.
Results? Pah shite is all i can think to say Although passed the one i thought I was gonna fail and did badly on the one i thought I did really well, going to see the guy in half an hour to discuss what went wrong *sniff sniff*
How about um thursday? Sorry completley forgot to text back
Results? Pah shite is all i can think to say
Although passed the one i thought I was gonna fail and did badly on the one i thought I did really well, going to see the guy in half an hour to discuss what went wrong *sniff sniff*
How about um thursday? Sorry completley forgot to text back
i had a trauma last thrusday night which resulted in two hours of sleep.
got into work burst into tears and explained to my boss who told me to go and sort things out.
result - trauma more or less sorted but i have some reservations. interview will be this coming thursday.
on wednesday i will be going to an auction to (try) and buy...
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got into work burst into tears and explained to my boss who told me to go and sort things out.
result - trauma more or less sorted but i have some reservations. interview will be this coming thursday.
on wednesday i will be going to an auction to (try) and buy...
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lordjim:
Wow! Buying a house! I wish you loads of luck!
I wish I could buy a house but down my way a 1 bedroom flat costs about 250k so it is a bit of an effort.
Hope all goes well!
I wish I could buy a house but down my way a 1 bedroom flat costs about 250k so it is a bit of an effort.
Hope all goes well!
cdt21:
I hope you got the house and avoided treatment at the dentist not that you could afford it if you got the house 
Thank you the jumper and I fell out. There is a rescue mission underway after dinner there may be a search for survivors
Thank you the jumper and I fell out. There is a rescue mission underway after dinner there may be a search for survivors
interview is tomorrow (hopefully)
i feel like i want a giant hug for my mum, in the hopes that it will make all the bad stuff of the world go away like it would when i was 5. but i cant ask for that because my mum is dissapproving at me at the moment.
i feel very isolated - hence all the internet hours im...
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i feel like i want a giant hug for my mum, in the hopes that it will make all the bad stuff of the world go away like it would when i was 5. but i cant ask for that because my mum is dissapproving at me at the moment.
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libra:
how did the interview go????????
the fishes are called Nemo, Leo and Freddie. they are costing me a absolute fortune.
the fishes are called Nemo, Leo and Freddie. they are costing me a absolute fortune.
saffa:
and and and ?????
how it go
how it go
bah so my interview was put off til wednesday.
my ipod keeps dying - or it just hates going to the gym as much as i do.
im starving and we have no food.
frank (the lizard) has a girlfriend but she doesnt have a name yet. - ive been told we are calling her ginger (even though she is more green)
my ipod keeps dying - or it just hates going to the gym as much as i do.
im starving and we have no food.
frank (the lizard) has a girlfriend but she doesnt have a name yet. - ive been told we are calling her ginger (even though she is more green)
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misaki_____:
i have no credit still it sucks so sorry no texts, also dont havenet at flat so only at uni means cant on on here often either, u have to text me flat #, then can ring u like the good old pre text obsession days
so sorry no texts, also dont havenet at flat so only at uni means cant on on here often either, u have to text me flat #, then can ring u like the good old pre text obsession days 
obijonk:
you thought of that name! not me. anyway, i've gone off of ursula now, she's getting called abbie. x
i have to go for interview pratice in 50 minutes
my interview is tomorow and i know im justgoing to fluff it.
got extremely drunk last night and the room is still spinning.
also shipwrecked is on tv and keeps distracting me.
last night was fun from what i remember. people not recognising me because of my hair. i got talking to some kid outside...
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my interview is tomorow and i know im justgoing to fluff it.
got extremely drunk last night and the room is still spinning.
also shipwrecked is on tv and keeps distracting me.
last night was fun from what i remember. people not recognising me because of my hair. i got talking to some kid outside...
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sickophant:
Hi
You've touched on a favourite topic of mine - I'm a firm advocate for getting drunk the night before stressful events. I passed my clinical exams with a grotesque hangover. My theory is you're trying so hard to deal with not puking that you stress of the event washes over you. That aside I did nearly vomit in the resusci-annie doll whilst giving mouth to mouth. And if you were sick in an interview it probably wouldn't bode well either. I'm not sure I've thought this through. I'll go now.
Good luck anyhows.
You've touched on a favourite topic of mine - I'm a firm advocate for getting drunk the night before stressful events. I passed my clinical exams with a grotesque hangover. My theory is you're trying so hard to deal with not puking that you stress of the event washes over you. That aside I did nearly vomit in the resusci-annie doll whilst giving mouth to mouth. And if you were sick in an interview it probably wouldn't bode well either. I'm not sure I've thought this through. I'll go now.
Good luck anyhows.
mezra:
hope the interview went well
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It sounds as if you have experienced some tough shit recently. I cannot begin to imagine how horrible it would be to go to the funeral of a baby.
P.S. If you change phone network, don't go to 3G. They have about as much coverage as channel 5 in 1996!
Well you know what i think you're decsion should be.. As for panckaes thats very true, i think ill have pancakes for tea.
I got a shitty cold, lost my voice and have to stay in uni till late, great. Meet up sometime this week? when my voice comes back lol..or maybe you'd prefer before it does lol