nirauan

so my boss (who isnt actually my boss anymore- although he was for 2 years) apologised for implying that i was looking weighty

my angry/sad book is filling up with mostly sad.

i want to do some more painting but for some really really wierd reason the flat doesnt feel right (like if i paint now, it wont turn out right because the flat doesnt...
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my boss told me i looked fat today. boooo

i am going out tonight but i dont feel all that enthusiastic. yesterday i was enthusiastic but today im just tired,

i was going to say something else but i cant think what.
im starting to worry about my memory.

right so bored of that last journal entry.

hmmm what to say.

saturday night was very drunkern and a little bit odd.
for various reasons.
which shall not be discussed in public.

today i found out what section i'll be moving to in april, which is good because i will be working with someone who i used to be quite pally with, and she shares...
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its very snowy. it took my ages to get home from my parents and a car died in front of me in the traffic and had to be pushed to the side of the road. Also there was a fire engine but there was no fire. It was just sat in the middle of the road with its flashy lights with firemen milling around and...
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i did a really big and involed novel length update yesterday. i clicked save entry and was redirected to the login page, much much grrness.

my new hair can be seen in the new profile pic, that was taken before i ventured out for alcohol on saturday night (after hiding inside and refusing to go out all day)

on friday i had my first session...
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i got my hair cut. its bad. i dont think i will leave the house.

i suppose i should do a real update.

but im unenergetic.

i have a doctors apointment tomorrow and i am getting my hair cut.

how can i make oil paint dry faster (apart from hairdryering it)

you are finished.

you know who you are.

cock for brains.

hmmmmmm. trying to decide whether or not to stick around on here. but my membership doesnt expire til august. hohum.

i now have brown hair. but im not taking pics because i just got back from the gym and im not at my most attractive (not that i ever am)

sigh.

im looking for tickets to cockpit in leeds for the 1st March but i cant find any.

the delays are playing, whom i couldn't really care less about but Nightmare of You whom i love are supporting.

woe is me.

should i but tickets to see alkaline trio next saturday at octogon?

on valentines day i got roses (guilt?fear?)

ive been put off the green hair in a big way. pah someone sucky always has something i want. maybe ill go for purple instead.

work was prety shit today.

i need to go to the gym but i cant be bothered. want to sit and drink tea and eat chocolate.

im worried about myself again. i feel...
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so work today sucked. but not as much as i thought it would.

i want my hair cutting but im poor so i cant. i also think i want some green bits putting in it.

mmmm green hair

im so tired.