Yesterday and today totally blowed. 
This month had been going so well for me, but these last two days have just totally fucked everything up. I seriously found no good in today or yesterday. Seriously, I got a check at work for $98.87 a holiday bonus and that didn't even put a smile on my face. Things have been that shitty. Between yesterday and today I have said, "I am going to walk out!" at least a dozen times. I am just very frustrated and stressed and I don't feel like dealing with the same bullshit everyday. I am just hoping that it all has to do with the holiday's and in a few weeks things will settle down. If I can make it that long.
It's cold as fuck outside and we got over 8 inches of snow.
It's kinda cool, I guess, but it's not a whole lot of fun driving in.
I had a really nice dream last night with Trent in it.
We were in a studio and we were talking about how Josh was away on tour and something about how we could hook up and Josh wouldn't know. 
I swear! It was the most vivid dream I have had in a long time. 
I still can't stop listening to Josh's CDs. I wish he had more. I am so in love with his voice. I know I keep saying that, but I can't help it.
3 more days until my dad comes over. Almost everything is ready. On Thursday I am going to make the lasagna it tastes so much better when you let all the ingredients sit overnight like that. I have to finish cleaning the apartment, which shouldn't be too bad, I have been cleaning up here and there as I go. I am not feeling as stressed about him coming over now.
Even though I dont' celebrate X-Mas I really hope that all of you have a super duper great holiday season. I hope that Santa brings you everything that you wanted.
Enjoy the rest of your week, I hope it goes well for you.
This month had been going so well for me, but these last two days have just totally fucked everything up. I seriously found no good in today or yesterday. Seriously, I got a check at work for $98.87 a holiday bonus and that didn't even put a smile on my face. Things have been that shitty. Between yesterday and today I have said, "I am going to walk out!" at least a dozen times. I am just very frustrated and stressed and I don't feel like dealing with the same bullshit everyday. I am just hoping that it all has to do with the holiday's and in a few weeks things will settle down. If I can make it that long.
It's cold as fuck outside and we got over 8 inches of snow.
It's kinda cool, I guess, but it's not a whole lot of fun driving in.
I had a really nice dream last night with Trent in it.
We were in a studio and we were talking about how Josh was away on tour and something about how we could hook up and Josh wouldn't know. I swear! It was the most vivid dream I have had in a long time.
I still can't stop listening to Josh's CDs. I wish he had more. I am so in love with his voice. I know I keep saying that, but I can't help it.
3 more days until my dad comes over. Almost everything is ready. On Thursday I am going to make the lasagna it tastes so much better when you let all the ingredients sit overnight like that. I have to finish cleaning the apartment, which shouldn't be too bad, I have been cleaning up here and there as I go. I am not feeling as stressed about him coming over now.
Even though I dont' celebrate X-Mas I really hope that all of you have a super duper great holiday season. I hope that Santa brings you everything that you wanted.
Enjoy the rest of your week, I hope it goes well for you.
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Plus some horrible crazy stuff, but thats all bollocks anyway
Anyhow, keep smiling, listening to trent/josh/whoever and if you get time message me!
define cold, It hit -40 here at the biginiing otf the week. Now thats cold.
HAppy holidays!