being shy AND lonely sucks. they kind of cancel each other out. no one to blame but myself.
(dipping 2 toes in very cold water)
ji
(dipping 2 toes in very cold water)
ji
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vessel = open.
vessel = open.
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ninji:
ya, fortun. das ees gut.
xaqary:
check the rookie mistake I pulled- its all on my journal-those of you in my group understand like no one else.... Dont feel bad for laughing-I did-heh
"and in the end
the love you take
is equal to
the love
you make"
- the beatles
the love you take
is equal to
the love
you make"
- the beatles
dr_knownothing:
exactly!
no way
the mind is kind
she helps me understand
i want him
but i'm smart i tell you
smart beyond my dreaming
knowing that he'd be so bored with me
only with eyes closed and
heart open wider than the universe
would he find me satisfying
and so i'm full up and done
with trying
the mind is kind
she waves tremendous colorful scarves...
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the mind is kind
she helps me understand
i want him
but i'm smart i tell you
smart beyond my dreaming
knowing that he'd be so bored with me
only with eyes closed and
heart open wider than the universe
would he find me satisfying
and so i'm full up and done
with trying
the mind is kind
she waves tremendous colorful scarves...
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pureblu12225:
I'm more into painting and drawing 
love to listen and read poetry though
as for the rain I like it when I'm all cozy inside looking out ...and it reminds me of up north
you goin to the SD events ?
love to listen and read poetry though
as for the rain I like it when I'm all cozy inside looking out ...and it reminds me of up north
you goin to the SD events ?
wishcast 9
i miss you
even though i know we can't connect
you've got me
pegged
sometimes i just want to know
it's going to be all right
sometimes i want someone who'll sit
with me through my maelstroms
strong like a tree
someone whom i don't have to pay
by the hour
someone who won't then
turn around and relate my heart-strung-pearl necklaces
borne...
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i miss you
even though i know we can't connect
you've got me
pegged
sometimes i just want to know
it's going to be all right
sometimes i want someone who'll sit
with me through my maelstroms
strong like a tree
someone whom i don't have to pay
by the hour
someone who won't then
turn around and relate my heart-strung-pearl necklaces
borne...
Read More
xaqary:
*I'm listening.
pureblu12225:
very pleasent
if anger looms
please surgically remove
and if it takes 10 years getting smaller day by day by day
that's better.
let me move to austin if i have to.
start it anew.
i didn't see anger in that picture you sent me
i saw a mind who'd given up
in that picture of me i'd lost the will
my baby sweetest, see,
i never...
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please surgically remove
and if it takes 10 years getting smaller day by day by day
that's better.
let me move to austin if i have to.
start it anew.
i didn't see anger in that picture you sent me
i saw a mind who'd given up
in that picture of me i'd lost the will
my baby sweetest, see,
i never...
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suoda:
all this time the sugarcolor universe was asking me
"do you mind?"
use it baby activate it
cookie cutters and colors raw
this is quantum leap electric thought
before you ask the question it is your sweet answer
that is excellent. i dig your verse. very nice work again. keep it up. hope all is well with you.
"do you mind?"
use it baby activate it
cookie cutters and colors raw
this is quantum leap electric thought
before you ask the question it is your sweet answer
that is excellent. i dig your verse. very nice work again. keep it up. hope all is well with you.
wishcast 8
(transposed from an inspired email)
"i never did believe in miracles/
but i've a feeling it's time to try/
i never did believe in the ways of magic/
but i'm beginning to wonder why"
- fleetwood mac, from "you make lovin' fun"
surely we were not put on this earth to be alone
and disoriented and miserable.
we see it in the animals....
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(transposed from an inspired email)
"i never did believe in miracles/
but i've a feeling it's time to try/
i never did believe in the ways of magic/
but i'm beginning to wonder why"
- fleetwood mac, from "you make lovin' fun"
surely we were not put on this earth to be alone
and disoriented and miserable.
we see it in the animals....
Read More
_(is it any) wonder_
she will stretch her wings as they stiffen
the jewel is the pearl is her body
and
don't you crave adornment?
her arms wrapped around you, soft landings in her velvet?
isn't the mold that the sculptor used
so perfect for this one?
form fitting just so?
you'll see past this dust, then.
you'll just give things time.
soon, the gods...
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she will stretch her wings as they stiffen
the jewel is the pearl is her body
and
don't you crave adornment?
her arms wrapped around you, soft landings in her velvet?
isn't the mold that the sculptor used
so perfect for this one?
form fitting just so?
you'll see past this dust, then.
you'll just give things time.
soon, the gods...
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xaqary:
your endless-there is always so much here
sebadohsucker:
v-nice...
g o t m e o p e n
i can see it all now
they're going to rain through
they're going to parade through
i'm going to feel alone.
it's not your fault, but, rather,
my faultline.
my pattern 'cause i never take the shortcuts
or the night trains to my confidence.
i'm going to feel it, "missed my chance,"
not pert
or
girl...
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i can see it all now
they're going to rain through
they're going to parade through
i'm going to feel alone.
it's not your fault, but, rather,
my faultline.
my pattern 'cause i never take the shortcuts
or the night trains to my confidence.
i'm going to feel it, "missed my chance,"
not pert
or
girl...
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suoda:
i really enjoy your writing. your words speak an honesty that is magnificent. it is personal and it gives such insight. thanks for choosing SG to be your venue for verse.
hedy1:
"it's not your fault, but, rather,
my faultline. "
at least at the end of the day you're smiling.
deep breaths, remember how big the universe is, you are in no hurry. xox
my faultline. "
at least at the end of the day you're smiling.
deep breaths, remember how big the universe is, you are in no hurry. xox
"i always thought the way you talked was neat
and i dream that when you speak you speak to me
but you're always out of reach
and i can't control my speech
and i'm scared that when we meet
i'll wanna touch you"
- the catherine wheel, from "i want to touch you"
touch.you
someone needs to touch you where you live
somebody should really...
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and i dream that when you speak you speak to me
but you're always out of reach
and i can't control my speech
and i'm scared that when we meet
i'll wanna touch you"
- the catherine wheel, from "i want to touch you"
touch.you
someone needs to touch you where you live
somebody should really...
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leavemehere:
lovely writing yet again
i enjoyed the interview with ilya as well
good job
xoxo
i enjoyed the interview with ilya as well
good job
xoxo
hedy1:
recording equipment? you mean, like, one of those sony kids microphone dealies? 
damn this shyness
ilya was sooo good
even played a song that isnt on there cd
and im in love with blanca
ciao
lmh
-I like to talk, and I'm a ham, but I don't like the pressure of having o be entertaining on my personality alone. I'm wierd.
Dave