i am the resurrection
mind playing tricks on me
i almost removed myself from your picture
you painted me darling lamb
i painted me "invisible."
i painted me "chalkline."
painted me "wasted."
all the madmen inside me are always dreaming
but there's a short circuit happening.
working on getting the wiring fixed.
sweetest lamb of mine, i ask you,
"please stand by."
here in my...
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mind playing tricks on me
i almost removed myself from your picture
you painted me darling lamb
i painted me "invisible."
i painted me "chalkline."
painted me "wasted."
all the madmen inside me are always dreaming
but there's a short circuit happening.
working on getting the wiring fixed.
sweetest lamb of mine, i ask you,
"please stand by."
here in my...
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Am I dumb?
One of my newfound friends (as in a true friend) has recently had some success on the romantic front...I'm not jealous per se, however I had a fear that he would disappear for a while 'cause he's getting all this lovely attention.
So I wrote him this email telling him, "oh yeah, man, I'm gonna be off in space for a little...
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One of my newfound friends (as in a true friend) has recently had some success on the romantic front...I'm not jealous per se, however I had a fear that he would disappear for a while 'cause he's getting all this lovely attention.
So I wrote him this email telling him, "oh yeah, man, I'm gonna be off in space for a little...
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ninji:
Thanks, darling SG kids. In the interest of a quickie post before dashing off, I also bid thee all a "HAPPY EASTER!"
and doesn't this kitty look like a bunny?
wuv
-Be
and doesn't this kitty look like a bunny?
wuv
-Be
_v_:
not dumb
you and your jesus
he he he
silly girl
you and your jesus
he he he
silly girl
The other night @ a goth dive I kind of fell in love twice.
A beautiful dancer in a catho-lick schoolgirl outfit (could have easily been an SG) was dancing on a platform high atop the bar. Cut-off see-through stockings, gauze, black, rubbing up against and caressing her milky thighs as she was dancing in time to cheesy 80s hits, and some goth 80s kuts,...
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A beautiful dancer in a catho-lick schoolgirl outfit (could have easily been an SG) was dancing on a platform high atop the bar. Cut-off see-through stockings, gauze, black, rubbing up against and caressing her milky thighs as she was dancing in time to cheesy 80s hits, and some goth 80s kuts,...
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clovesbud:
I've never left a goth club without four of five serious crushes.
hollywoodrocks:
I'm leaving to go to my friends goth club right now.
Maybe I will find a crush. (((lots o pretty dancers at this club for sure)))
I think that you write so well makes me wish that I could, but
I can't write worth shiznit.. that's why my posts are always so short.
Maybe I will find a crush. (((lots o pretty dancers at this club for sure)))
I think that you write so well
makes me wish that I could, but
I can't write worth shiznit.. that's why my posts are always so short.
Tom Cruise and Penelope Cruz.
Nick Cage and Patricia Arquette.
Kim Gordon and Thurston Moore.
Selma Hayek and Edward Norton.
Cameron Crowe and Nancy Wilson.
I fucking want THAT.
Except for the divorce and mega-stardom part. Artistic success with a fellow artist who's also my partner (in crime), okay, yes.
Mmmm, maybe not even the marriage part.
Hm.
Am I missing any couples? I'm sure...
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Nick Cage and Patricia Arquette.
Kim Gordon and Thurston Moore.
Selma Hayek and Edward Norton.
Cameron Crowe and Nancy Wilson.
I fucking want THAT.
Except for the divorce and mega-stardom part. Artistic success with a fellow artist who's also my partner (in crime), okay, yes.
Mmmm, maybe not even the marriage part.
Hm.
Am I missing any couples? I'm sure...
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clovesbud:
I'm friends with Tom, Penelope, Cameron and Nancy and they are all really, really happy. They really are, as much as that pisses people off. Oooh...a35mmlife really hates Tom! Anyway...Kim and Thurston. Perfection.
I keep writing and deleting gossip. I'm not going to gossip.
I'm just happy to know mtlqueen. She's perfection too...
I wanna be Kurt and Courtney, without the suicide. You talk about love...seriously. That's a great couple.
I keep writing and deleting gossip. I'm not going to gossip.
I'm just happy to know mtlqueen. She's perfection too...
I wanna be Kurt and Courtney, without the suicide. You talk about love...seriously. That's a great couple.
stuffed_primate:
hellllooo...no one has mentioned siegfried and roy! (honestly I heard they broke up as a couple a while back... how sad)...
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keith:
Thank you! I am, and I'm not. I'm either working like a rabid beaver, or doing absolutely nothing.
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sebadohsucker:
awww, i thought you said you were covering it for some type of media? ahhhh well, shucks.
hollywoodrocks:
nice pics..
I just realized that pining away for someone who's not quite interested in you is akin to lowering your standards.
I'm definitely not into lowering my standards (ahem...anymore). I'm all about dah-value, people. Value's where it's at. Putting the steam back in self-ESTEEM.
When I talk all fluffy about "live and let live," there should be no clause that reads "except when things don't go...
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I'm definitely not into lowering my standards (ahem...anymore). I'm all about dah-value, people. Value's where it's at. Putting the steam back in self-ESTEEM.
When I talk all fluffy about "live and let live," there should be no clause that reads "except when things don't go...
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thee_blacklisted:
cuddle away chiquita, cuddle away -- we'd not be human if we didn't have boundary problems!!! and pining away after folks who don't return that feeling -- is completely human and stuff! do not worry it's all gonna be alright!
clovesbud:
Ooooh people that have Thora in their fav space gain my respect. Ah, you already had it, but still...
One time I was watching tv and I looked over at my kitchen table and there was a cat just sitting there, frozen, staring at me. All my doors and windows were closed. I opened the front door, he ran out, and I never saw him again...
One time I was watching tv and I looked over at my kitchen table and there was a cat just sitting there, frozen, staring at me. All my doors and windows were closed. I opened the front door, he ran out, and I never saw him again...
sum, restraint
had my
heart go
1,000 miles a minute
i don't know
i can't stop it
me, i tell you every thing
every little which why
my heart palpitates and
i can't control it
and i know the heart is self-sufficient
why then am i gasping for air
can't quite hold my heartbeat
still?
had my
hope floating
you keep asking i
keep answering...
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had my
heart go
1,000 miles a minute
i don't know
i can't stop it
me, i tell you every thing
every little which why
my heart palpitates and
i can't control it
and i know the heart is self-sufficient
why then am i gasping for air
can't quite hold my heartbeat
still?
had my
hope floating
you keep asking i
keep answering...
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clovesbud:
That's SOOOO great!!
Puss.
Puss.
eris23:
what joy to lounge upon
the plush divan of your affections
and feed you turkish delite
from the hollow of my throat...
the plush divan of your affections
and feed you turkish delite
from the hollow of my throat...
By Marianne Williamson, quoted by Nelson Mandela in his inaugral speech:
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of...
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"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of...
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leiru13:
hey girly-girl. Iam here with anastasia, live from NY It is warm and pretty outside and I am also catching up with my high school sweetheart. I haven't seen him since I was 19... it is strange. But stacie and I are hanging out today because I am burned out on the boy severely who has refreshed his crush on me, for better or worse. OK mostly worse. Stacie and I are going to take lotsa pics which she will link in her journal, so be on the lookout.
lexi
lexi
suoda:
nice profile pic darling!
i love nelson mandela's speeches. his brilliance floors me. i would be interested to read more of marianne williamson's words. i really like the way she writes. she is completely right as well... very nice. hope you are doing quite fine!
i love nelson mandela's speeches. his brilliance floors me. i would be interested to read more of marianne williamson's words. i really like the way she writes. she is completely right as well... very nice. hope you are doing quite fine!
please be as gentle with yourself as possible
please find as much yumminess as possible in every moment
please, if you are making a decision in your life, making a change, dream big, so you are allowed lots of wiggle room to rest easy in the next phase of your life.
thank you.
that is all.
please find as much yumminess as possible in every moment
please, if you are making a decision in your life, making a change, dream big, so you are allowed lots of wiggle room to rest easy in the next phase of your life.
thank you.
that is all.
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rawr_ima_monster:
Defiant? I'm defiant?
-I don't like being words that sound so professional.
Dave
-I don't like being words that sound so professional.
Dave
gsveda:
yes! that's the way it should always be.
Dream big, reach far, keep climbing
At least if I fall, I'll know it wasn't for lack of trying.
Dream big, reach far, keep climbing
At least if I fall, I'll know it wasn't for lack of trying.
[Edited on Apr 22, 2003]
Then thus instructs his child: My boy, take care
To wing your course along the middle air;
If low, the surges wet your flagging plumes;
If high, the sun the melting wax consumes:
Steer between both: nor to the northern skies,
Nor south Orion turn your giddy eyes;
But follow me: let me before you lay
Rules for the flight, and mark the pathless way.